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Monday, October 31, 2005
pieceOFhellMY world. ![]() ![]() ![]() anw. todae was like. hell .urm i mean. okay lah. the johor state came over our skool for a friendly match . den it was okay lah. but the old old seniors werent here. they were taking the o levels chinese. and i think that i have to really wish them like good luck lah. really hope that they will do do do do do very very very very WELL. this is our school`s first time taking the o levels. a young school i should say. haha. and i hope they would bring glory this round. haha. urm i dunno. and todae the friendly match with the people of johor was okay lah. i didnt get much to play. i sad for it lah. cos i knowe that i am not good at it too. so i really have nth to sae. urm . i dunno. maybe coach thinks that i`m like very lousy. he didn`t even really care lah. he was like appointing matches for the rest of the players. and i was like the only one with the bat standing ther like a blur pig. and cant get to play. he didnt even care. and was like asking me. deng yi xia you wei zi zai da. ni lun kong xian. den i was like. AMAZING!? there were like other players at the benches. and i cant even play with them . the rest of the pple ther played approx. about 5 matches. and i played only 3. and maybe the weakest 2 and i cant even win and the last one was like delfina oso cant win one. den i have to play. den . why cant i play with those maybe about my standard. or maybe i`m like tooo tooo toooo lousy. and cant even have someone my standard. i dunno. weird thots are really like coming my way. i really really love and have the passion for this fantastic sport i can say but. i dont really enjoy it at times. thinking about why shd i be like this. why let this things somewhat suck me in and. now be in the middle of nowhere. can`t excel and be so so so weak in everything. i suck i suck really. how USELESS. how pathetic. shant blame. i`m weak. wat can i do. i suckk. really. tat`s wat i think so too. hmm. i dunno. wat else to sae. maybe i shdnt even think of playing to a higher rank. and everydae`s trng sucks. isnt that i dun wanna IMPROVE. who doesn`t. hmm . i dunno but when. you get the same 2 partners for trng. day and night for two wks. no change at all and just train so so so hard. but feel so so so bored with no one new to train with when ther`s like so many choices available. but the coach doesnt wanna even put u with them. all your desire and hopes. just suddenly vanish. and u knowe wat u want. but just cant achieve it. really really nonsense i knowe i`m like typing. but. hmms. i have nth to sae lah. maybe this is to vent my frustrations. i hope i do not offend any. but the burning desire in me to improve. makes me really irritated of myself at times. feeling so useless and that DOOMSDAY is like arriving. girl take it step by step. who says you cant do it. YOU CAN!? the question mark just cant leave the 2 words. i really hope that i can . okay. shall end here. i think so . that`s like i guess. really wanna thank those who`d have given me the support. but thou shalt not loathe those who offended. ilu.<333.> |
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