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 Kristine
Holds the key to her future, is that the key to truth? wongmlk@hotmail.com Shall take ourselves to a level higher. Just because we can. We shall always be happy and do whatever we want so that we would leave this world with no regrets. This is our life to live and we should answer to no one else but ourselves. We owe our lives to no one. To speak about freedom, but not being sure if we can achieve that. But we try. I never mentioned how we should all take risks, but only calculated ones. Never do something that your conscience can't live by, you don't want to face sleepless nights. The pursuit of happiness might not be with anyone else. The pursuit of happiness can be attained by walking the road alone. There are reasons why you remain alone, but many don't understand why you choose to be alone - they can't see why you're perfectly lonely.
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Wednesday, April 26, 2006
IT STINGS. well this is and will be the last entry that i'm gettin in. till the end of the 'xams, it'll be quite long. ): well, everyone knws tht the exams are near. itll be tenth of may, last paper GEOG. friday, the exam's commence. off with english paper 2, then chinese paper 1. ying yong wen and zuowen. hmmm, i have to memorise the ying yong wen ge shi. i want my mind to work , i make sure itll work. i cant let u all look down at me. all those teachers out ther who likes to pick on me. i wan you never ever to judge a book by it's cover. and learn that you shdnt even pick on this student; and no matter even if you're like menopause-ing. NO WAY! well, and im actually worrying. im kinna stuck, dunno why. but life's isnt getting any bttr. hmm, life's dying! im dead, ): at times i wish that someone; this person that totally puts himself in my shoes, one that fully understands me. would like step into my life. and help me in every lil thing i need in life. hmm, sometimes, i just cant get wat im really thinking about. at times, i wake up in the morning. think about gg to school today, AGAIN i mean. i just dont feel like going to school. sometimes, its just meaningless, pointless, it's just wat i terribly dread. we sit in the science labs and all day long, we learn about chem, bio. but who ever did garauntee us that we' be some well knwn scientist next time? practically no one! hmmm, maybe that'd come in handy if i were to become a doctor nxt time. but wat if i were to being an engineer, wouldnt it be useless?! i mean. i think that the knowledge, even if it widens, doesnt help much. out of chem, bio and physics, only physics would be in use. well. hmmm, ): and sometimes. i just dread sitting in class, staring at the whiteboard, seemingly listening to the class, but right in my head. = bullshit! but i cant defy. can i? no no no! and i seriously know i cant!if life wasnt all about succeeding, being the strongest in the society. getting paid with 6 digit salaries, maybe life would be pleasant. nice. if life's all about doing the things you like. having no restrictions to anything, just you doing what you yearn and what u want. life'd be pleasurable. all is but a dream, my imagination running wild. THINGS THAT ARE ON MY MIND NOW. *shhh. mid year exams. bringing my dictionary to school tmr for the ying yong wen test tmr. i wonder if it could get in handy and that i have to memorise my yingyong wen ge shi lah. hmm, i really have to work harder. how i can possibly concentrate on my studies. with so so so many distractions. the computer. that MP3 lying on the table. where should i get started from. my results, theyre my life in anth words. qualifications are all that glister in those pples eyes. well, they base everything on tht how i'd be able to take the stress. AUTHORITY- something i cant stand. hmmm, i mean like abusing it. authority will always stay no matter what. but sometimes, and i knw that life is like unfair lah!it is always! hmm, at times in class. when you heat up an arguement with the teacher.well, obviously about the thing youve done and the teacher sees it as it is something wrong. but hey. no matter what that passes your mind. you cant find no single reason why its wrong. I AM STUBBORN. why shd i deny? so i start my logical and reasonable talk w 'cher. she shouts back. getting right on my head. and so, i wouldnt wanna lose. i wouldnt nvr show you my weaknesses, not letting u get back at me. i have to fight for my rights. and the thing is that the 'cher senses that she has nth logical to say that can counter your words. she realises tht she's losing, she just didnt wanna admit that she knw she had no stand in arguing in watever she is wrong in. but AUTHORITY WILL.so she uses her authority. bitches about and threaten to like kick u out of school because of the atrocious behaviour youre portraying.OR like send u to the DM. i dont see no point in it. SO I LOSE. because of "shut up and sit down before i send you to the DM right now." well, getting zipped up by that. i just aint happy. ): at times, i wanna walk straight up to MR SOON's face and ask him, ask him, "have you ever abused your authority? for just keeping the name that youre the teacher and you ought to be the RIGHT one?" i'd do that when i get to leave the school. once and for all. i have to go n do the DNT thing tmr, hmmm. all i can do now. all i can do really is to give myself all the encouragement i really need! JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU. OH AND THIS TO AARON POON TOO, FOR BOTH TABLE TENNIS AND STUDIES, DONT EVER GIVE UP. YOULL WIN SOME LEFTYS SOME DAYS ON. JIAYOU. i shall take every lil thing thati encounter. learn to view it in the most positive way. life isnt so bad when u really get a hold of it. go for it lorh. i knw, tell that my life aint SUCKY, to be continued. Thursday, April 20, 2006
.. why do you all always ask me to go back; you all know i terribly want to. you all are just so super nice. say some more, i'll be reluctant to carry on w the life now. ): well, im sad. i wanna return there. the place where everyone were so family. thanks for the joy, make i can't make the decisions. i miss every every one of you guys; good job for audrey's big improvement in her bowling. national sixth eh, haha.super PRO leh. i hope 'drey will see this. love yuh dearie! and peishan n huilin. you all must jiayou, nxt year see u all; also top few of the national level! (: haha, i know u all can run the mile de! go for it uh!! next year i dun see u all in the top 3 places. i wont forgive de hor! hahaa, you all rock. luvs peishan, huilin and 'drey 4eva. (: i'll try to get smth nice 4 the 4 of us! (: it's a promise, so i will! love tons! (: Friday, April 14, 2006
whoohoo, duck. anw, for the past few days. my hair got cut off by the DM. super sad can. den they all. hai. i think that they shd go n learn like some hair cutting classes. b4 they wanna like cut someone's hair. because. some shit that they cut like super straight that kind loh. i mean like wtf. nvm. den like they ruin my entire hair lah. hmmmm, super. knn. waste my munny only, ): anw,(: i so wanna thank ms chan.just dno how to thank, hahaha. she got me this box of biscuits, llol. so nice horh. zooland printed animals. (: hahaha, delicious uh, mummummm.(: anw, just came back from some screwed picnic. hmmm, the rain just came pourin in. ): den we couldn't even rent the bikes. and the rain was like some storm kind. forget it, now im at jodie's hme. tmr gg back to SS. for trng, n playin about. cos, ms tan's leavin', SS's like gna lose a good 'cher uh. |
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