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 Kristine
Holds the key to her future, is that the key to truth? wongmlk@hotmail.com Shall take ourselves to a level higher. Just because we can. We shall always be happy and do whatever we want so that we would leave this world with no regrets. This is our life to live and we should answer to no one else but ourselves. We owe our lives to no one. To speak about freedom, but not being sure if we can achieve that. But we try. I never mentioned how we should all take risks, but only calculated ones. Never do something that your conscience can't live by, you don't want to face sleepless nights. The pursuit of happiness might not be with anyone else. The pursuit of happiness can be attained by walking the road alone. There are reasons why you remain alone, but many don't understand why you choose to be alone - they can't see why you're perfectly lonely.
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Sunday, May 28, 2006
my thoughts anw, lotsa things were going thru my mind these past few days. w one of the friends dad passing away. and amanda. talking to me about what she thinks. i dunno. she was like asking me why must pple die. well i cant tell u why. cos i am not god. well. im not a christian. but. the bible did say that those who believes in god will in return get eternal life after death. so maybe god wanted a person to enjoy eternal life earlier than some of us. so he took them away. to have it w him. he wanted them to be in heaven w him ma. well. im not sure. but we do look at the postive side of things. i mean. when some one passes away. we dont go over. and like tell him. rest in peace in hell right? i mean it's heaven that we'd think he'd go to (: well. since most of the christians are devoted and believe in god. well.. den you have no excuse not to believe that god would protect and give the best to everyone who do believe in him. so dont worry. and for all the people that pass away. the new borns will take their place! (: so thats how life goes. well. i know that she cant forget all bout her dad. i mean who can. someone who takes care of u from young till now. and spend all the happy and sad times w u. i mean. dont worry. u can choose to always rmb the good times u all had. all the good memories! (: well. time heals! tkcr all the people. be happy. life is all about overcoming obstacles. and everything. this might just be a bigger one that tests u. (: so we know u'll be able to end the misery(: so it's okay. dont worry. or else youll make the people around get worried. cos of ur worrying(: tkcr. well. i say that all these arent the only things on my mind. i cant deny tht i hate studies. i really cant. and i know i love to rebel. but dont u all think that there is a microchip thats well planted in our heads?? tht reeads... studies are the roots for your future, certs are what your employers see. hmmm. i dont know. but hmmm. ): so we all have to studaye!!!!! even how much we hate. and having our parents nagg nagg nagg.): and theyll say that u need to study well. and i asked them last time when u were young u didnt even study, so why shd i??? well. theyll say. thats why. we dont want u all to turn into us. haha. and what about those rich pple who didnt study well. or those ite grads?? haha. okay. i stand on no place to judge them. that's discrimintaing. well. ): well on friday. we took back our report slips. and i was actually. not really happy w my results. i mean. i do really really. want more. and expected much. well. i cant blame. but the people ard me were happy w their results. (: but i cant stop myself of thinking. that my class is actually. not really that good. being 7th in class and 67th in level is actually. not a very nice thing. when i chatted w zhongtao. i realised he was 11th in class but 18th in level. well. we can see the diff. and being in the first few classes but. with the reasults that arent so nice. well. some might think that im bragging but who cares. thats what i think right?? ahaha, okay. anw, (: so i hope that i can really put in effort andtry harder. (: i really hope so. and so that i would want to achieve what i think that i really deserve ah. well. i opted for triple science in sec 3. but i was also considering the amount of stress. id be able to take or not. well. i'll come to think of it. when the end is nearing. but agn. i dunno why but i can tell myself that not entering trip sci will be the huge regret of my life. i know i cant decide. but lets see. i know i want more! haha. okay. lets see i think that money still makes a huges part of life. money can do everything. even to buy you love. i agree it can buy u love. and this quote "passion makes the world go round, love makes it a safer place" well we can change it into money makes the world go round. and brains make it a dangerous place. i rmbr that mr and mrs smith were saying that if everyone could only use like 10% of their brains the world would have no more poverty and no more wars everyone would naturally be smarter. and have the right thinking of everything. am i right ?? i dont know but i hope we have no more wars. peace i really wish for peace. and the humans. i hope we can love mother earth. we're hurting her too much! pheeewwww. said all i could. well. i hope those who read it will give it a second thought. thanks. Thursday, May 25, 2006
dorkaye. hmm, im like sick now. ): hmmm. i wanna so go school. and i think that my fever's coming back sooon ): can it please just go away??!!! wlao eh. i've had enough of it. hhmmmmph!!! anw, thanks. (no particular order, so dont get the wrong idea.) to amandy, eunice, woanni, huilin. and blah blah. lazy to type. and everyone who said take care to me. hmmm, and the worst thing of fever. is that u cant eat things that u like yeah. and thats like super mean to some one like me who has a BEEEEEG mouth to eat eat eat huh. so ): hmmmm, im not happaye bout it. ): and i have to stay at home. thats the worst, and i cant go schoool home's horrigible!! )x hmmm, cant think of anything to do. and ytd night. i slept at 4 plus cos. my fever couldnt come down. it was stuck at 38.5 ): super stuck can. hmmmm, im okay now. so much much bttr! thank god. and i have this terrible headache all the while. and amandy. told me that she has migraine. hahaa (: tkcr amandy!!!!!!!!! and to eeunice who has slight fever. tkcr tooooooooo! and i watched bleach till 81 le. 82 havent come out. ): anw, i missed todaye's trng, shagged can. hmmmm. i think that i'll die soooon!!!!!! wlao, i wanna recover sooooon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ): and to all the unhappy people out there. i hope that u all will be happy!!!! (: takecare. and i am not gonnna like eat lotsa salty and sweet stuffs. cos, i dn wanna get kidney failure. its freaky!!!!! wlao. i think it is. and i swear can?!!!!!!!!!!! ): im seriously bored anw. )x Monday, May 22, 2006
here w/o you. A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go But you're still Everything I know, and anywhere I go It gets hard but it wont take away my love And when the last one falls When it's all said and done It gets hard but it wont take away my love Thursday, May 18, 2006
tryna find the turning point. anw, im not sure. but today. made me seemed that i lived agn. w the neew coach and a much more concentrated trng. seems that i fell in love w table tennis once agn, get super devoted in it. seems like ive found some turning point but can't say which. anw, i feel like posting my results of recent SA1, first. first. not in class. but having my first. first formal semestral paper in a secondary school. ): well i kv did wanna have this day. but it came. ): english; 39.5 over 50 for paper. 18 over 24 for oral. chinese; 63 over 90 for paper1. 80 over 110 for paper2. maths; 36.5 over 50 for paper1. 30.5 over 50 paper2. science; 74.5 over 100 for paper. geography; 81 over 100 for paper. history; 63 over 100 for paper. e-lit; 68 over 100 for paper. it's an OK mark lah, but shagged. math's scored badly ): Sunday, May 14, 2006
don't wanna be normal. well, i ca't deny that i'm gettin used to the life in cchms.but i can't deny too, that is what i dread. even if i still can't forget what i had exp. in ss,i know i still have to let it go. i still super love and super wanna get back to training, and that i havent been training for a month because of the exmas, umm, EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS. these are so normal life. sometimes, why do people think that hui4 du2 shu1 de4 hai2 zi3 jiu4 shi4 hao3 hai2 zi3.. hmm, i know that i cant can study. or lets say i can study. i think i can. but i dread! ): ): ): ): ): can?! haiiiiiiii... okay. i know that and am clear that i cant really be devoted to tabletennis, nor can i say that my life revolves ard it. well, studies do now. and when i see the people ard me and even me, try my very best to like beg for one more mark on our test paper, ... i have nth to say, but to realise that this mark comes by w much more memorising and flipping thru books all the time. and hardwork. unlike tabletennis, hardwrkin w wat i love. at times i think tat im more mature then the people ard me. well thats what i think. ): and w that i think too much.which i think results in unnecessary worrying. i dont like it. well, i cant face it. i think too much everyday. _________ all these blanks appear in my head. w/o anyone to answer. well, maybe w all the maturity i have and all the things i think of that could = immaturity! ): i am immatured. nvm, whatever the future lies, i will and want to overcome it. be it, not having me liking. or whatsoever! Monday, May 01, 2006
i dont like the world i just came back from pulau ubin. (: ahaha. went ther w a bunch of frens. haha, were like mad. took the bikes. and went everywhere. and JO is like super funny can?! hahaha, she was like. um. lazy to go uphill. see uphill only. den come dwn the bike. and push the bike up. and den later the down slope too steep. she oso get off the bike to like push it downhill . and actually i was quite mean. she come down le. den i'll llike, " WAH! ni zhong yu xia lai le ah. " hahaha. quite crappish. but the uphills really tiring man! hahha, hmmm. im dead. there were lots of wild dogs too. llol. and then nth much loh. it was high tide there. lucky nv rain lorh. phew! last time we also went. den ... our plan of cycling back fired as there was this huge dwnpour. well, so many unforgettable memories w them, just so cant possiblr forget all of them right. llol. and were like all watching e mo zai shen bian, devil beside u mah. den in our grp theres like this girl who likes this guy, but im not sure for the vice versa. den were now all calling the girl QIYUE den the guy AHMON. but in reality. haahahaha, theyre like opposites. haha, both arent that chio and not that shuai. but hey. FUN yeah! can i say that the world is simply opposing me? im sometimes. sick of it. i dn wanna live anymore. my written diary just finished w/o anymore pages to write. so um, i turn t blog. but still blogging cant beat wat u write in your diary. and i mean it. blogging it online for the public, anyone who wants to view it. you still have to keep an eye on the language u use. hmmm, so. when furstration really takes over u. u have to like destress in anth way.hmm and i cant like say bout someone i dun like here mah. so .. hmm, im kinna stuck but. its okay. hmmm. i kept the long needles that were used for accupuncture last night. hmm. theyre long. real long. and sharp. i really had cold sweat last night. two needles gg thru your wrist and arm. freaky uh. well. im quite stuck with all my everything now. i wanna study. but i just cant. |
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