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 Kristine
Holds the key to her future, is that the key to truth? wongmlk@hotmail.com Shall take ourselves to a level higher. Just because we can. We shall always be happy and do whatever we want so that we would leave this world with no regrets. This is our life to live and we should answer to no one else but ourselves. We owe our lives to no one. To speak about freedom, but not being sure if we can achieve that. But we try. I never mentioned how we should all take risks, but only calculated ones. Never do something that your conscience can't live by, you don't want to face sleepless nights. The pursuit of happiness might not be with anyone else. The pursuit of happiness can be attained by walking the road alone. There are reasons why you remain alone, but many don't understand why you choose to be alone - they can't see why you're perfectly lonely.
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
verge of breakin' dwn i cant find a way to please everyone. i hoped we were grass at sometimes. whereby all the cattle that feed on us have attitude alike. they have the same colours of coat and the same liking for the taste of grass. AWWW. i won't have to worry that which would prolly hate me. if they did. then it must be that they are sick or so. (: den it'll nv be my prob ever. WONDERFUL. rmbed on Monday. BN were selling mr bean products. and beanbean was cute. PSG, NasiLemak was nice! (: On the verge of breaking dwn. People dont understand how much i hate myself for deproving. i knew i will. The conditions dont let me excel. My mindset's wrong. When was I correct? They don't understand that I feel like crashing when i don't get the ball over the net. Comparing to last time. i know how drastically i've dropped. It seems like others can't see it. But it's obvious for me. Its like starting from scratch. A mistake. i mean return to Square One and know that youre nv reaching the next level. today's lit project. was a hell cool lot can? whooooooo! i love it. haha. at first we thought we were really screwed! ugh. cos we dont have the power point. + the song + the water gun and props! ): awww, we were really screwed that time. but who knew our so called hardwork would pay off? NO ONE. and guess what we scored the highest! haha! 41.5/5o leh! wlao! WHOOOOOOOOO! (: haha. actually. i think we are in fact talented. cos there wasnt really a time we did a full rehearsal of the movie can? haha. i guess i lil impromt UGH! so fun. Sometimes I really wish you two weren't even tgthr. Cos the outsiders see clearer. On how fake someone can be. We tried to tell, tried to warn. But maybe you chose to learn it the hard way. i guess. But i wish my wish was fake. cos i mind seeing you in such pain. Maybe it's the hardest way. Maybe you'll only realise when the the movie lines get used up. Till you see his true colours. Maybe till then. My hamsters arent growing up, and that i dont wan to lose contact w the world It seems as though i'm drifting further apart from you guys. I wish I was given anth choice to make. I wish I was miscarriaged. Cos I doubt that the world'd understand. Cos you will never know who I am. Neither do I ask, Cos the Answers are Obvious. I know I'm afraid of the Rejections. I'm out of the World, You know that. Monday, August 28, 2006
booga  Life's all about ups and downs Like seeing yourself in wedding gowns Or situations that make you look clown Take it with a smile, don't frown Friends are bound to be met Money could never mean much True love will never be a bet Families will always be in touch The race is finding for peace Whereby a man can sit at ease Innocent as the lamb's white fleece Till then we wait for wars to cease Life's route is a maze You might fall hard on your back Don't let it leave you in a daze Pick yourself up, continue the track Ugh. Long time no blog. Hmm. I love my HamHams (: Aww, I feel that I'm loved! I love the world and I will work on my priorities! (: I will get things right! Work on it! And Im not gg to school on thurs. And Im returning to (: SS! I love. I have a beeeg PROB. ): I don't know when my comp is! Ugh. Tuesday, August 22, 2006
felt like it  The woods lovely, dark and deep And I have promises to keep And many miles to go before I sleep And many miles to go before I sleep Okay rcntly, my hamster gave birth to a litter of 7 pups. Aww, how adorable (: They're all red and wriggly. I want their ears to pop out soon. Aww, cute lil thm. Now everyday. I dno why, I make this effort to go to Eun's blog to readup. Cos I guess I'm falling in love w her entries. There isn't a new one today. Aww, it's ok. Anw, I'm really weak in expressing. And I think she writes my feelings. Saturday, August 19, 2006
happiness i really feel happy today (: Thursday, August 17, 2006
worst I dno what to do. Dno what to say. Dn feeel like touchin anythng. Dowan to make any decisions. Sick and tired of being sick and tired. It's true Eun. Would you take the risk of skipping your Os and take your As? Bear in mind, what if you can't do well for As? You'll be stranded w your PSLE cert. But if you were to succeed. Get recognized. Or do you choose to be safe? To keep on w the mainstream schs? Take your Os then proceed to the JCs? But you'll have to work extremely hard. Just to get recognized. I'm totally not sure. Ugh, natural selection? I dno. Science test tmr. Work hard I guess that's the best I can do. Shall look through it later on. Anw, I realised that my tuition isn't really working the way it is supposed to. Cos, mine's a grp thang. Oh shit. And the things covered there are the basics. And when my school is so extra to add on things which are outta textbks. Like drawing Lenses and stuffs bout light. I shall consult. Anw, the ppl taking up the IP aren't those top scholars are they? I see ppl like cleverer than me nt even looking at it. Why? I dno. Is it cos w great minds, you're supposed to succeed wherever u are? *shruggs shoulder. Dno! Faggy's in the youth world comp for wushu. Congrats to him. First year in it. Hope he gets a good ranking. But China's in it. So. Um. Work hard for it cos you've already come so far! (: jiayou. I think I understand. Cos we know we'd die for our sport. Cos we know what's sacrifice. Cos we've tasted what victory brings. Also, defeat tastes like salty tears. A room for more improvement. My dreams dashed. No comments Tuesday, August 15, 2006
痛苦 很渴望以前那种训练。读书真的是最好的方法吗？就算不是打球啦，因为我可能就不是那方面的天才啦。哎哟，想不通啦！ If it rly wrks tt way. Whr do ppl find talents from other aspects? Althgh I'm outta ss. I still tnk tt tts the conducive environment. Picking all the good teachers to go there. and the facilities. NO doubt. best in sg. if the teachers can teach good students in norm schools w norm fac. what's the biggie when theyre just transferred to ss. i dont see a point. some ppl just cant gt the pt. forget it! anw, i was looking thru the ssptt and ss pple de blogs. UGH! super wanna be one of them. What do those of whom arent really close to them. but are in the sport? What do they think. I thght it was super inspiring. Maybe im just looking for that kind of spirit. that kind where ppl think table tennis as their life. I used to be w the bunch. Althgh its been long, 8 months since i left. but. Its so desired that it's still vivid! UGH. too emo. i need a grip. table tennis table tennis. team team. ruining my life. dont think dont think. I want to re-live moments of that unforgettable period. my skills, certainly have dropped. Maybe i aint a match for u guys. but i think that i'll still make my life worthy as long as i can play table tennis. Or maybe that is Over-Doing. I can't decide. Priorities = Studies?! Then agn. im not sure. Sunday, August 13, 2006
i dont know You can't change from cool to uncool, cos if that's the case. The bunch of cool friends would leave ya. And the uncool ones won't come for you. But you can change from uncool to cool. Cos the cool ones will always be looking out for the cool ppl to hangout w. So have you made your decision to be cool, for those uncool ones. To gain that popularity that you've been wanting all along. Or remain w that group of uncool friends. Gaining that popularity shouldn't be your priority. Bet you're mugging the huge pile of books by your desk. Shall not comment. Are nerds all Uncool?! Not sure. What about those who are alr made to be popular. Tiring job? To always be looking at your very best. Or acting up to some other celebs. Would you ever dare to let go for once and do things that "spoil your image". You need to be on a tight chase w the most fashionable things. Need makeup to cover any teeny weeny blemish on your face. It sure is tiring. No doubt. What if the popular ones don't keep up w this tiring routine and fashion. What'd happen? I don't know. Cos they don't seem to fail me in doing that. Keep it up. What if they were walking on this seem-not-slippery but slippery floor, and. WHOOPS. They fall. I guess they'll fly gracefully in the air for a second or so. And then land on the floor as though it was this super nice nice nice matress waiting for them. And w that oh-so-popular smile. Despite the pain. They stand up so effortlessly and say. Oh that was not a really bad fall and I'm ok. But behind that smile. Um. Think that it hurts alot. Even if this huge bruise's gonna find it's way on their butt and it hurts so much to walk. They seem to cover it up so well. Walking and taking each step w ease. Oh, please. Maybe they'd recruit you for Mediacorps. Cooler. Should be. What if someone wants to be this super nice person and walk up to say. Are you ok. Um. Maybe that would be unappreciated. Wednesday, August 09, 2006
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY Cool. Happy National Day Singapore. I went to watch the fireworks ytd. Amazing :D I still am amazed by them. It's just mesmerizing. We were right in front of it. Weetong and Me only. We were real stuck at Doubhy Ghauts MRT. We waited for the third train, then we could get in. Ugh. Hopelessly crowded. ): At the third MRt, even before it came. I was totally squeezed down on the doors. How Kiasu can we Singaporeans be. The China ppl behind us were like, "They should let the ppl get off the train first. Even BeiJing would know this better." In Chinese. Well, that was prolly the letdown, I guess. At first we lost our way when we alight the MRT at Raffles. And we walked through lotsa huge buildings. There's the place that's always featured on TV. The place where they sit around the grass patches to watch the stocks jump about. Haha, cool. We didn't know where we were supposed to be heading to, so we just followed the "crowd". Or should I say the other lost family in front of us?! Hahah, finally we found our way. And walked to the esplanade. :D FINALLY. The fireworks were really nice. They kept on going on for about 10 to 15 minutes I guess. The only bad point was, the freaking huge crowds of ppl. So after the thing ended. We were squeezed all tgthr w the crowds. We walked again w/o any destination. And ended up at City Hall. The Raffles Link, that side. So we walked from the darned City Hall all the freakin' way to Suntec. And almost all the escalators were shut down. So up and down we climbed. Carrefour. We finally reached :D. Got our ever-so-wanted drink. Gulp down and Phew! Den sweets, YumYum. Then, back home ): Aww. Tuesday, August 08, 2006
National Day Eve Tada. Came back home from school at around 1 plus. Today was in fact very high on the celebrations. Real high! Everyone were singing loudly. And people from upstairs, the Sec 3s & 4s came runnin' down. Whooooh! And ppl were like running all about. Reminded me of Christmas days spent at Genting Highlands. Hahah, makes me wanna go there. And Woanni. I can't enter your blog. I'm not sure if it's my com. First time celebrating National Day w this kindof enthusiasm. Haha, I ought to feel guilty or what?! Later on, I played in BN's netball match. Unfortunately, we lost. Sorry guys if it were my fault. Cos I was the GoalShooter. There were YunTing, Catherine, Amanda, Kc, YiYang, Zhujun, Me on the same team. I missed two only goals. Well, then we have to admit that 1JT is better than us. Maybe cos i was the extra. Not sure why their FaBao, JiaJia nv play. Injured leg huh?! Went over to the VB courts. Saw YanLaoShi play. Cool, she's good in it! Soccer next. This time round, it was YunTing, Amanda, Me, JiaYing Vs. Woanni, Kc and ZhuJun. Haha, We didn't keep score. But that JiaYing's a really good goal keeper huh! Fun. That's all I can say. That's that i guess for today. Never any lovey dovey stuffs on my blog. So I'll never plan to, see ya guys. But I know I'm way too into you. Monday, August 07, 2006
thaigames! ThaiGames, it's tomorrow where my friends leave for it. All the luck! Work for it. But I really missed the times back last year at the ThaiGames. Where we almost took down the whole hotel. The people there were super friendly. Super nice. And we were considered among them, the Malaysians and Thais. But still, we weren't looked diffirently. It's still nice. Anw, i still remembered that the hotel was kinda far from the Competition Area. So we have to walk there everyday. It's nice, to walk together! One whole big group. And also the vehicles there's scary. Three on one small scooter. And they won't stop for you, so the coaches had to be traffic polices! That's cool! Anw, still remembered the time we all jumped into the pool w our clothes on! (: Super nice! But some of the tiles were freaky, cos they weren't tiled properly, so they tend to cut. But (: Aww, I miss it! Hope that this time w more ppl gg. You guys can mess up the hotel orders again. And foool about w the prankcalls. Or cramp everyone up in the same rooom! I bet I neeed these times to make me smile! Kokhong, Cody, Mel, Huilin, Peishan, Me. Friends are forever and w you guys, I know that's so true! Jiayou for Xiao Dui! Jiayou Jiayou! United, chiong chiong chiong. Those times are fated, never to replay again. But to stay in the memory forever. Today we played soccer downstairs. It was super nice. I think I have some problems w my vocab. So sorry. There were quite a few injuries. Woanni had some too. But the game was really high. Do girls get really high when they play soccer. But it's nice! Yada Yada. Me, Charmaine, Yunting were in the same team. Super freak pros, Woanni, Kc, Amandy was the opposing. Fun. I also have Amanda's BaBing on my hands. Haha, she did this real embarrassing thing! Haha, Loves Amanda. When I see you. I tend to see myself. Changing. I do admire you, Thanks. Maybe you're the one that can see what I'm really made of. It doesn't always occur that I act this way. I don't wanna hear all those loveydovey stuffs. What a waste of time. Cos I recently realized that I don't have enough time for me, myself. Why should you be the one interfering. I hate you. No, I can't hate you no more. When tears reach a point that they flow dry. It's slashes on my heart. Sunday, August 06, 2006
on second thoughts could have turned and walked away, not really sure of what i'm doing?! but thinking again, maybe it's meant to be it. natural selection?! not sure. maybe it's only me. is it always true that if a window, an opening closes, there'll be bound for one more to open. how do the others think?! thanks for thinking alike! cause i was really lost. really. is it really that tiring to find my place. to find where i really belong. just so depressing. really liked woani's entry. on 03 aug. nice one. what shd priorities be? |
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