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 Kristine
Holds the key to her future, is that the key to truth? wongmlk@hotmail.com Shall take ourselves to a level higher. Just because we can. We shall always be happy and do whatever we want so that we would leave this world with no regrets. This is our life to live and we should answer to no one else but ourselves. We owe our lives to no one. To speak about freedom, but not being sure if we can achieve that. But we try. I never mentioned how we should all take risks, but only calculated ones. Never do something that your conscience can't live by, you don't want to face sleepless nights. The pursuit of happiness might not be with anyone else. The pursuit of happiness can be attained by walking the road alone. There are reasons why you remain alone, but many don't understand why you choose to be alone - they can't see why you're perfectly lonely. Archives
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Saturday, August 11, 2007
Quite Quiet Things have been really going through my head nowadays. And maybe here's an outlet where I can vent. I haven't any confidante (Or did I assume I haven't any?) BBQ Timo's farewell Bbq, I can't comment whether its fun or not. But being hungry seemed inevitable there, the godamed @#$$%% fire just wouldn't be strong enough so that we could grill our chickens &all D: &I don't wna comment how some of their attitudes suck (maybe it's just me &me thinking that they shdn't be that way, &maybe everyone thought they were ok) Yes, I did look smiley and happy. Yes I did stupid things and stupid words which hurt, which I didn't expect myself to lose control of. Yes I sucked Maybe afterall, other people's actions which I'm uncomfortable with, is just me who doesn't feel okay with it. I guess the others felt it was okay I guess I'm just one of the worst beings around. Please, tell me if you don't want me to be your friend or anything. Or maybe if you hate me secretly. don't let it remain a secret anymore, you could just come up and slap me awake. Maybe, it was me afterall &I'm at home, all alone. My handphone doesn't ring and smses don't come in. &yea ya'll were out, shopping &crappin bout, havin' all the fun. But I don'tknw, maybe I wasn't supposed to know, cos I'd be a nuisance if I'm there w/ ya'll. Maybe I mistook ya'll. Maybe ya'll just thought that I couldn't make it cos I'm in some training or competition. So ya'll didn't ask me. Why didn't you all ask me. Am I making a fuss out of all these? Is it cos I always seem as though I don't give a fuck bout things. And that anything also will be fine. Well, I'm not fine, not as fine as you think I am. Or just that yall dn see tht I actually care bout the small lil details than most, just that I don't cry and whine in front of ya'll. But I'm sad I'm really sad and depressed. I could just cry so easily. Bawl out on the streets. Or be scared and tired of getting home. Or do something really out of the world, but why can't I just look sad? Nonono, wait, it's just that Emo book that I'm reading now. Thats making me so empty. &yes I rmb a way of killing someone, which would give you Emo thoughts while doing so, life is fragile, so very huh :  Yes these are just the basic materials you need to kill someone. Oh yes and please tie both people up, unless one rly wants to die, or the other's sadistic, doesn't mind seeing one suffer, whichever way doesn't rly matter.  So your victim seems happy cos thr ain't no sharp objects or anything that could possibly kill him huh. Then out of the sudden, you shall scroll the cellophane out rly quick, then w/ great speed, circle his face up, and make sure its tight, rmb, so as to refrain him from breathing. Then, again, be sure he is tied up ! So he struggles, you should remain calm  So yes he struggles, maybe you wna time to keep him like that for about 10 to 20 seconds at most. While for this time, you should see and examine the witness's facial expressions. They ought to be priceless. Then, when the time's up, you could just take the pen and poke a hole at the mouth, then he'd be able to breathe again. Phew...  &with my strong inferencing skills, I assume the witness will have a Omf-Let-Him-Live look. I hope he pleads and his armpits have sweat trickle dwn and blah, who cares about him anyway. And maybe I could look as tho I'm rly concerned and all. &assure him(?)  But ask myself? . . . . . . . . .  I shall use quick speed and tear some scotchtape and smile at the witness while I happily tape the mouth part back. Give him a bigger grin. Pat my own back and then smile more, be proud of myself. And see the witness go Grrr , Arghhhh, Gahh gahh  Then the story tells by itself doesn't it. Then I'd end up in prison, find myself on the electrocution chair? Or what? Death sentence? Anyone wna give me a nice ending? P/s You don't know how tired of life I am P/p/s I'm not sure if I'm still hearing that voice that tells me to keep going on |
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