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 Kristine
Holds the key to her future, is that the key to truth? wongmlk@hotmail.com Shall take ourselves to a level higher. Just because we can. We shall always be happy and do whatever we want so that we would leave this world with no regrets. This is our life to live and we should answer to no one else but ourselves. We owe our lives to no one. To speak about freedom, but not being sure if we can achieve that. But we try. I never mentioned how we should all take risks, but only calculated ones. Never do something that your conscience can't live by, you don't want to face sleepless nights. The pursuit of happiness might not be with anyone else. The pursuit of happiness can be attained by walking the road alone. There are reasons why you remain alone, but many don't understand why you choose to be alone - they can't see why you're perfectly lonely.
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Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Missing out where love's supposed to be I need a fantasy. I need my fantasy. Somewhere I can get soaked into. Somewhere a task is meant for me to accomplish. My goals all set out clear for me to achieve. Somewhere where I can save others and myself. Where I wouldn't feel as Empty as I am now. What goals have I set? Where should I really be positioned at? Does the universe really need me? I seem... seem so insignificant. I want to go into the forest. Away from the city, away from people's eyes, away from their judgment, from that pressure, that expectation. I wanna tear, peel my face off. Fix on a mask, one that hides me from everything. Where no one would recognise me. I'd bond with the birds, live with the animals, make the trees my shelter, the soft leaves my bed. I'd bathe and enjoy in the oasis, in the rivers, the never ending trails of them. My soul would merge with nature. I'd pick up lost travellers. Show them where abundance of food and water can be found. Maybe showing them how life can really sustain just based on these simple necessities. But I won't be noticed, I won't be discovered, I'll disappear and then return only to do good. I'd save falling humans for now, I'm not part of them. For now I'm like the wind, knowing no boundaries. Only to call, to soothe people's minds. Or just to whisper in their ears that they're not alone. Maybe they've found an angel. But I can't afford to fail. So many would, might depend on me. People will come into the forests soon, and to begin their quests in searching for this mysterious saviour. Hiding in caves guarded by my jagaurs and clouded leopards, I'm thinking if everything would be safe. Praying secretly, wishing wildly that the jungle never changes. My trees would still flourish as they would, my animals would sing along with my charm, my everflowing life of water and the landscape never shifts. But then from inside, even though heavily guarded, I hear.. The trees' moaning cries of agony, the unmistakable whining of my wolf packs. I smell. Fire burning, scorching through the once undisturbed life. My big cats are pleading for me to save, counting on me to save this entire heaven. To them, I was like a new lease of life. I stay crumpled, curled up on the damp soil of the cave. I wasn't moving. I've lost my once hard and confidence footsteps, somewhere at my own home, where I didn't have the courage. I thought I am free, from prejudice, from human contact, where I only belonged to nature, floating past like the wind. Afterall, a leopard never changes its spots, human's nature never changes too, I assume. Soon, when everything perishes, I would hear them chant and my head will throb terribly. "It was you who brought us hope. It was you who brought us a new life. It was you who brought the jungle, our only home to the highest heights. Then again, it was you, you who tore us down. Was it just us being gullible, in thrusting the whole of our life's fruits into your hands? Or did you really convince us in believing in you? We're reduced to ashes now. You can leave, you can leave." How can they be so forgiving? How can they really let it go from the bottoms of their hearts? I was breaking down thoroughly. My sniffles soon became hideous sobs of grieve and regret. There was strong feeling that will soon pull me back to where I belong. Faith, it got me thinking, being very sure that soon again, they'll accept me. I'll prove to make them accept me, they have to. I'll learn from my mistakes. I will. I am selfish. Sunday, October 28, 2007
Glad I missed your call This post consists of many many things that happen from last wk's saturday to this sunday. Hope you guys will enjoy havin a lil insight of my maybe-not-that-boring-life :D _____________________________________________________ Last Saturday :       I shall begin w/ last Saturday, Our CCA, tabletennis.. We went to the airport w/ the old folks, had to tour them ard the place. Some of the aunties/uncles were dam funny. Luckily my "good" Hokkien helped me.. Zzz haha  I emo-ed/slept/crapped awhile then..     In the night, our family went to some Charity concert. Charity, oh Charity. I thought it was alright lar. Psst, (my bro slept through the whole dam thing, yikes) _________________________________________________________ Tuesday :   '&sometime throught the week, Qiani, Cher &me went to rollerblade at ECP! :D If Im not wrong, it was Tuesday. &Qiani fell terribly, sry for not helping ^^ Haha, but here's a vid that we took while we were at the Jetty, Qiani made it thr :D The wind was rly strong, Qiani was blown away (just alil), even me, I was moving along, so was Cher.  Went home aftwards! &my Mom bought Cod Liver Oil pills. Looks nice, stinks though.  &I was rummaging through my wardrobes while making the Rubix, see it at far left of pic Lol. &I found a SKIRT! Haha, it was an M size, Gasps.. Looks like tennis kind of skirt to me. How long ago de? Now I wear XL. ______________________________________________________ Thursday :   Qiani, Cher, Hazel, me went to Vivo City to get Halloween costumes! AthousandYays! We got a pumpkin bucket for Trick or Treat! Yay! We had it filled w/ gummys!  ????? Yes please do not guess, Hazel costs SGD$9.95. Haha! She was foolin ard the witch hats, &then, The pricetag got stuck on her hair and she was walkin ard w/ that till Qiani noticed it. That was a cheap thrill haha. Op tanks were fab. But we're moneyless. Settled w/ Gio Crewtees. Loongggg yuky socks. Black sticky ducktapes! Loooooooooove our DIY! Kris cldn't get her labcoat, too ex, O-friends are lousy, sry haahh. Aft all the crappin at Toys are us, we got our costumes done, &they are......... _____________________________________________________ Saturday : I AM SORRY. Sorry for not being able to attend Eunice's bday party. I rly wanted to go lehhzzx. D: Huh! Sushi Luncheon w/o Kristine.. I didn't gobble sushis up. Im sad. But I love Eun, sry canz. Nxt yr lar. Got many more yrs to come. !:D (Love all girlfriends despite my disappearance) Oh &I decided to be I/c of the foods. Cos no money to pay lotsa stuffs, anw cut short. 8am to 2pm of HCL then chalet/BBQ at the evening. Cher, Haze, Qian came over to my house first. then we went over to the superuber-i-thought-was-gonna-be-big-but-small chalet - Coasta Sands Downtown. The one you hv to pay MONEY to enter de. Dug out hard to find $$$ then paid.. FC FC FC FC FC &then Qian found her NTUC card which allowed free entrance fee, Nice one. ): Got the wrong unit no. But still managed to find it. Resident Evil 3 Extinction. :D The movie we watched after vigorous body contacting Twister. Hah, jk lar. I shd go get a Twister board real soon! Pls, &everyone can come down and play.   Ughhhhhhhh, Im infested w/ T-virus! Look at my green eyes, big nooose &poooffffy lips. hah! (credits to cher for fugly pic! ) "Sugar, Spice &everything nice. These were the ingredients chosen to create the perfect little girls. But Professor Utonium accidentally added an extra ingredient to the concoction - Chemical X! Thus, the powerpuff girls were born, using their ultra super powers Blossom, Bubbles and Buttercup have dedicated their lives to fighting crime and the forces of evil!" . . . . .    Hazel as Bubbles, Qiani as Blossom, Cher as Buttercup, Kris as MoJoJoJo! Whooo &we were sporting so we wore the PPG for Halloween! Powerpuff girls + MoJoJoJo~ Were recognised !    "Look at him transform.." There was Itachi Kevin too. Lol, his sharingan that helped us get the BBQ fire gg, threatened to kill our whole clan tho. We PPG+M nearly went to battle w him. Haha    Also, the ever loved, Tang Shi Jie Mei! Karen, Freda, Junyin, Jasmie, Jocelyn! They had spoons stuck into their heads! &in the end Jocelyn had so many she looked like she was celebrating Thaipusam! Lol   I cldn't help but to save the last for the best, ChowHan! He was rly cute! He had makeup on and the knife right through his head! Ouchhhhhhh, must've hurt. We cleared then had water bomb war. Ughhh I was bombed by Bnd even tho I was MoJo/Switzerland/Saint/Peace mediator. He bombed me. But I revenged. Qiani was the one who got it worst~ Hahah, but it was fun. (I was depressed I didn't bring my blades, or else.....)   Look at poor me, yearning for Ben&Jerry's.. I was scratching on the glass plane, "Why won't they let me in" *Lick lick.   COMPARE: Cher&me, who has the more fugly face. I think it's me. Lol, was dam tired and Dad only made it at 12 or so. Zzz, cos he was high on his soccer. It was okay. At least I get to spend more time w/ them guys. Had an apple pie! Yay! MORE PICS TO BE UPLOADED WHEN I steal THEM OVER FROM OTHERS' BLOGS! :d Oh, &I forgot to say I didn't stay Despite all the many many disappointments/hardwork to get all done, only happy times to be in memories, complaints can be left aside! I enjoyed myself, I enjoyed. Really should/did. Omg, I havent pay the chalet's sum, I'll pay, next time, I will :D Sunday :     Daddy's piggy bank was full, so we had it emptied &counteddd ! 521 bucks in total! :D we went over to the machine whatever to get it counted. Then, Dad passed me 20bucks, sayin it was my salary for counting the $$$ &cos he wanted a rounded up sum. IF IT WAS 540BUCKS.. THEN I'D GET 40 INSTEAD, WLDN'T I? HAHA       We went over to PlazaSing's Gelare for supper/half dinner Waffles ! :D YAY! Yes &do stop guessing, that's moi Dad. Hahar, Glad I missed your calls, glad I was too late to pick up the phone. Or else I'd be turning you down agn, or else I wldn't know what to react. But I was glad you called yet I couldn't do anything. Why, why, why. Would you be calling on the spot when I've the guts to answer? Friday, October 26, 2007
Please don't turn &say it's too late to apologize  Wait a min, this is for Delvis haha, here you go  One of the bests I rly hv to owe my apologies to threejustice. Im sorry that I took up the job of getting you all the foods for bbq! Because I think I hvnt done a good job, Im sry. Maybe it's just cos I wna save up the cost, &only 20 ppl gg. I've found the City Satay BBQ packages! It's $120 for all. &Im sorry if I rly mind bout that money soo much, cos Im rly rly in FC(financial crisis) now! Hopelessly poor. So we've got the chalet which is 200bucks + 120 = 320! then minus $80 from class fund then each wld hv to pay abt 12 dollars lor! :D yay, save cost! Am rly sorry Halloween dress ups !:D We looove! I wasn't tryin to impress rly, I just thought that I cld do some help to those who wn to cut costs. Im rly broke now! Thanks, I mean I hope you all understand! Im sry for causing the trouble for those who can afford by any means. Sorry Hope that everyone will enjoy themselves. &maybe I might not stay (help u guys save more space!) Yes and I knw I can't wait. &you always say I just wna take, take, take. But I never did give. I'd say, "I'd give, give till I hv nth to give anymore" But you never seemed to realise that I can't give anymore. I've given all. I guess you've been giving all too, so does this mean nth is salvaged? Whatever it is. Maybe we shdn't even care, sometime soon, I hope we meet agn Have we rly gotten our feelings clear? Have we decided to settle w/ what it is currently? I'm not sure if everything appears to be how it is. &you dn knw how much I miss your company, it's been like weeks ya knw. Oh god, whatever it is. Please come find me out for breakfast/lunch/dinner/supper. Anything But, please. You don't even see this, whatever Im getting my hands clear from all this shizz. Cos I can't bring my ego down to call you back when I turned you dwn. This is just so hard. Also, so done w/ wishing you were here. So many contradictions. Argh, whatever lar Saturday, October 20, 2007
welcomed to my new chatroom YOU TOTALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHO I AM IN LOVE WITH CURRENTLY :      He is soooo dam hot despite being evil Sylar in Heroes. I like him in dorky looks whr he first appeared in Heroes I like him in that voice of Sylar, a lil psychotic kind I like Zachary Quinto!!! I like evil psychotic men (haha) Also, I discovered he acted in "So noTORIous" the movie in 2006, where he is a gay/bisexual. Lol, &he so did not kiss that guy in the sauna, Freakyyyyyyy "I was trembling unconditionally when I became conscious of my surroundings. Was it because of the fear of the dark, the unbearable pain or the shivering colds winds of the night? All three I suppose. Lying on the thick, lush undergrowth, this place was somewhere among all these huge trees with long entangled branches that seemingly would stretch out, grab your collar and drag you into an abyss then devour you. Despite being in an unclear state of mind, I was aware of something. The nerve-wrenching torture at my lower back and my half paralysed lower body. It had hurt too much to move. Where am I?" "Part of my memory was abruptly erased when the helicopter I was on met with those disturbing air turbulence. My mind churns when I try to recall. Neither was there vivid images of me sailing through air, nor were there massive explosions where metal pieces and me got blown far away. I am still puzzled about whether my wife is still alive or not." "My eyes squinted and scanned the surroundings, it had already become used to the darkness, but my heart could only cringe at the recollections of numerous nightmares which had identical scenarios that haunted me since young. Just then, an owl's echoing hoot forcefully pulled my terrorized soul out of my skull. My breathing became loud and irregular. Somehow I managed to cup my mouth with my bloodied hand, something came to me that breathing too loud was just the exact thing a pathetic and tasty prey wouldn't do to attract a predator. I was convinced that the darkness led help to no avail." "The hard knock at the back of my sore head must have temporarily eluded my sense of smell, but when it returned, it hit me with a wave of nausea. A strong stench of my blood-soaked cotton t-shirt turned me pale. Usually I would have just fainted at the slightest pungent smell of it, but collapsing now would bind me without anyways of escape. The will to live had to overpower the awful breath of blood, no matter what. I tried to feel for any piercing pains in my numb abdomen area to ensure that there was a cessation of blood loss. Accidentally, my finger trailed over a gaping wound at the side of my stiff waist, I winced. Through a little struggle, I managed to confirm that the blood had caked up and blocked the wound from infection and bleeding. It was a relief indeed." |
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