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 Kristine
Holds the key to her future, is that the key to truth? wongmlk@hotmail.com Shall take ourselves to a level higher. Just because we can. We shall always be happy and do whatever we want so that we would leave this world with no regrets. This is our life to live and we should answer to no one else but ourselves. We owe our lives to no one. To speak about freedom, but not being sure if we can achieve that. But we try. I never mentioned how we should all take risks, but only calculated ones. Never do something that your conscience can't live by, you don't want to face sleepless nights. The pursuit of happiness might not be with anyone else. The pursuit of happiness can be attained by walking the road alone. There are reasons why you remain alone, but many don't understand why you choose to be alone - they can't see why you're perfectly lonely.
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Sunday, December 30, 2007
Game Over, Hiatus Anyways, hiatus is not really that fun. I won't be on anth one for a long time. Cos I feel that my INVISIBLE audience yearns for my interesting posts. (Okay, that was self comfort, who cares anw) Gotta start typing alot alot more. And catching up my life w/o that FUCKING job at the pushcart. (Oh and Grace asked one of my friends who left the job just recently. She asked " Where is that Kristine, is she working anywhere else? I'm still so pissed at her... Yada yadaaaaaaaa!" Oh my fucking lord. I knew she wanted to blacklist me in some way or anth. Should have told her I was working at Geylang. Then she can come and visit, how great. Hahah) I'll just start off w/ the random stuffs I did so far at home. Then continue onto the Festive Season like Christmas and blaaaaaaa. Ya knw.   Oh &I wna say these were from the Shop, still, these 2 were cute lar. That's Bud, turtle. And Dickson the MONKEY !:D But it's FAKE CHINA stock. Copycats of NICI from Germany. and AURORA from Canada  Oh &I didn't say I had accidentally splurged a deal on a pair of these shizzzzz.   Oh &that random day I had the urge to feel the heat at the stove. Then I plucked a few leafys from my garden fridge. I tried to add more veges to it. Then I plucked some longbeans. It was horrible. But I still chopped them up and then boiled them to make them softer. But still... YEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! Oh and I had hard boiled eggs and hammmm w/ it. :D  I hope this is bttr than the Thousand Islands Topping. LESS FAT. ALIL LESSER I HOPE!  Oh this is the last special ingredient! Mr Bean. I had to throw one of this cute little freakish beans into the mix just to enhance the flavour. Boy was it worth :D They cost me a bombbbbb      Then I went to golf w/ Dad. Yada. I lost interest when I couldn't hit the dn-knw-how-manyth-ball. &then started to take pics all over. That's ugly me. But I kinda like it. I dno why. Cos I look like that kind of retard. Not bad lar . I like it .. ooops :D Christmas Eve I spent the night over at Cody's house. Owells, I was hanging out w/ all my beloved SSP mates. We went over to catch a movie - I am Legend by Will Smith, boy was it nice. I loved it. &then we caught one of the buses back to Cody's house for the a little late countdown. Then had a super big feast all over agn at nearing 1a.m. Each guy there had a lappy. & then they went straight for their DOTAING. &some of us just cramped into the Karaoke room to sing our hearts out. His house was beeeeg :D Then we gather most of them to join us in a game of "Polar Bear, Hunter and Wisemen. :D Nice Nice game. I rly like them. Hahaah! :D Chuan En kept going " PSSSSSSS. P.S. P.S. PSSSSSS" then " K.W. KUUW. K.W." Then Pesh and me kept gg " C.E. C.E. CE CE CE!" Irritating but fun. Then we didn't slp till nearing 4 in the morning. Then I dozed off to wake up at 5.30. Then found a nice spot in 2 shifted sofas. It was lk a cradle. Then I crept in to doze off at 6. Then wake to leave at 8 plus cos I had more things to do that day. I was really aching all over. I did miss PeiShan. Cos it was a dam long time since I last saw her ! And Huilin. Cos she's all into Kokhong. &the last person I miss the most after Pesh, now is DEARIE AUDREY! WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU! I MISSSSSSSSSS YOU LIKE SHIT! Christmas Day SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP ! 27th Dec Guess what! ICESKATING! I left home early to travel all the way to Jurong East :D For a first time exp. We went to the arcade for DDR first. PESH IS PRO! I COULDN'T CATCH UP. BUT WE WERE ALL SWEATY AND HAPPY ATLAST. The ice was horribly uneven and slippery. It was melting all over. Oh &we had Peishan, her friend Vu. Jason and me. Jason was alright as in he didn't fall being fatty, cos he used to be in the Ice Hockey team years way back. So I was clinging onto him AT FIRST. Then I kinda got a hold of it cos it was rly rollerblady, just slippery! The worst person there was Vu! Pesh was goody in it cos she loves it, played a few times. Vu didn't even knw rollerskating. &here he is on ICE. &falling till his gloves were drenched and butt all sore and wet. Hahaha! Then, Vu as expected drag Peishan down to fall w/ him. &then only me and Jason didn't fall. Pesh had to let me fall before she'd be happy. So she kept tripping me. &I told her my balance was good. I still couldn't fall. So she happily pushed me. But I still didn't, so I said. Let me fall myself. So I fell and got wet. Then I went back to the sides and Jason said I wasn't wet enough. Then he pulled me onto the ice agn. I'm officially wet, they say. Then dinner then table tennis at Hwa Chong Instit. (Pics sooooonz) 28th Dec Night BBQ at Yuan Hui's house. Ariel, Coach, me and beer and cards. Heaven. (Dam only missing person! OLIVIA! I MISS YA BABY! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO! ) I guess I wasn't a lil sober that night, whoever I anyhow PMed pls dont be offended. Don't even take it into consideration. Don't quite rmbed what I anyhow said anyway. (But they say.. Jiu hou tu zhen yan, B.S) 29th Dec I was lazing ard in bed till 3 plus in the aftnoon. Then went for steamboat w/ Coach, Coach Wife, Bud, Lionel, James. Eat, eat, eat, eat, eat, eat, eat.......... Then went to Coach house's void deck to play cards till dno what time. Then I was sooooooooo slpy I was whining to go home. SORRRRRYYYYYYYY that I dragged everyone home. Something happend. This drunk-but-maybe-sober-guy came to pick a fight w/ us. He was actually screaming into the phone w/ all the profanities. Then he came over w a glass bottle. "Xiang hua Kao bei huh. Xiang. Gong la. Kao bei si bo.... yadadaad" Then he kept shouting. First thought : Whoooo fight, injure, hospital. Then have a super shuai scar on face. Then aft that I had a double check on my thoughts. Siao, also not say super preeeettttttttttyyyyyyy, lidat not even uglier. Hahahaha Then aft a while. Police came &asked us to leave. I was actually freaked out cos everyone there was at least 20. I'm only 15. &you knw 17 and under, can't be out pass 11. But I guess it was 1 that time. So I tried to look like what the fuck cares, hopin they'd not pick me out. Yada. Today : Celebrate Mom's bday. Dinner at Vivo's Sushi Tei. Then dessert at Swensens. Full like shit! &back home w an urge to blog. That's all. Oh &I wna say. I've been pretty much bored. &alil on the desperate side. Pressure's adding up cos of the sch reopening. Owells, Not that I wna complain. I'd be faced w a year of horrific work agn. & I Love the radio. So much crap. P/s I feel like falling very very much into love. Just once, make it fulfilling :D Saturday, December 22, 2007
Free as a Bird Just wna start it saying this might be a start of a hiatus. Weird for it to be as its still in the holiday seasons. But I can't help but to tell you all. This might be a dark part of my life. So therefore wld this online diary be in an abandoned state. The Capricorn When it comes to professionalism, and traditional values, Capricorn wins hands down. This practical sign loves to tackle life in the most conventional of ways, leaving no stone unturned. Considered the most serious-minded of the signs, the Capricorn possesses an independence that allows for considerable progress both personally and on the job. Friends and Family Combined with a strong wit, and a love of humor, the Capricorn makes for terrific company for those they choose as friends. They will surround themselves with those that are honest, loyal, and like-minded when it comes to working values. They cherish loved ones, and will go any distance to help a friend or family member out. Traditional by nature, the Capricorn loves nothing more than holidays such as Christmas that bring people together with a variety of activities. While a Capricorn isn’t apt to have a large social circle, those included in this sign’s life will find someone who is steadfast and true. Emotional displays are not common for a Capricorn. They would rather show how they feel through deed than express by word. Career and Money Ambition is the keyword for this sign. The key phrase for Capricorn is “I use”. The Capricorn possesses a real knack for finding the right tool for the job, and getting down to it. Starting at the bottom of the ladder, and working their way to the top doesn’t scare the Capricorn off. They will go the distance once a goal is set. Setting high standards for themselves, honesty, perseverance, and dedication to duty makes the Capricorn an excellent manager. Honesty, loyalty and a willingness to work as hard as what’s necessary are qualities that this sign values greatly within themselves and in those around them. Careers in management, finance, teaching, and real estate are excellent choices. Capricorns are resourceful and manage their time and money well. Every now and then, the urge to spend some hard-earned cash can see this sign packing some large shopping bags with fun and frivolous items out of the store. But as a rule, caution goes hand in hand with the Capricorn making practical purchases more likely than does anything else. Multi-functional items are definitely favored. Compatibility Capricorns are most compatible with Taurus and Virgo. Dislikes Show-offs, frivolous bobbles, excess, tardiness Welcome to Capricorn paradise. For I fail in being one. Just want to say I'm free of work. Cos I just left w/o saying a word. &then as expected the Boss came hollering' me down. &I can tell you the rate her mouth moved was like maybe 20 words a second. Ha! I don't know what has gotten into me. Really. I won't want any more acquaintance w/ that shop. Neither would they want cos my attitude sucked. But I loved it, loved my sucking attitude bfore I left. I'm saying this in the account that it applies in vice versa. Maybe it's just the sight of her that makes me irritated, Grace I say. &then I'd been quarelling w/ her every single day I'm at work. &I admit purposely irritating her. I just don't knw why. Don't ask. Bcos I smsed her "whatever" to what she said. &then pester her like repeatedly :"When are you coming down? X 10" Hah! I know how much she hates me too. Owells, &she scolded me w that fast mouth for quite some time. Saying that no company wld ever want to hire me or whatever, then she said her company's glad that I'm leaving, I'm glad too, cheers Grace. I'm sucha Bitch you just wna punch me straight in the face. But, but, but. Finished that Memoirs of Geisha book. I'm just lazy and boring. Pls, look at me like I'm a worm. I so cannot wait for sch to NEVER start. HATE the world. Hatred grows. I'm sure. I shocked myself truly. It didn't even cross me that my attitude cld change so drastically. I'm in a state of confusion. Whatever, Whatever, Whatever, Whatever! P/s Life's in it's most wonderful, but I'm so lonely at the Top of the world. Tuesday, December 18, 2007
The Locals' Life - Vietnam Hi everyone out there. It's Kristine reporting from base. Kristine interviewing herself of her Vietnam Trip. She says it's boring, but nvtheless worth it. WHY boring?
WHY is it most enjoyable : Shall tell you all bout it now! Should I put the pics in? Hmmm, I'm thinking hard.
Updated to date : 22/12/07 No, I haven't got the dam time to put the pics into photobuck. But then I'll still most some of them up here. And u will hv to thank your blessings to Qiani, cos I just managed to get into her blog to see her Korean stuffs all up. Thinking how lazy can I be!? Also, how not jealous can I be that I was in Vietnam, not Korea?! First Day that is : Oh and before this stop, we went to see some military base of the war. The one that has all the helicopters and tanks, planes still leftover thr. Dadada. But then, I wont upload the photos of tht. If you do rly take interest in this. Then pm me. &I'll show u, if you even want D: Mostly, the 1st day was bout memorial and historical thangs. So then we had dinner and lunch and blah blah. So sick of the food. Cos so saltish and then super err.. Common??!! Like so singaporean. Cos we went to those HongKong restaurants or whtever over thr. Cos.. they didn't want us all stomaching if we ate from the streetside stalls, you see. D: Second Day of the Trip (one of the more interesting trips :D) :
We also then crawled through the tunnels! :D The guide of that area brought us in. Boy was it small. Soooooo dark in thr, I cldn't bother to actually take a pic. Anw, if you're claustrophobic. I assure u, you're gonna die in there. DIE! BUS DAY I CALL, cos we spent the next half of the day on the bus ride to Vaug Tau Island or smth. Can't rmb the name lar!
THIRD DAY:
I dowan to write much more it's 2.30 a.m now. I'll polish it up tmr. Friday, December 14, 2007
&when the planes crash in my dreams Heya'll folks. Hahaha. I think I sounded like a celebrity. Lol. I'm now at Changi Airport. Leaving for Vietnam soon. Owells, the temptation to hit the keyboard just got the better of me. I'll be missing the flight cos I can't bear to leave Sg! haha i tell you the com here sucks. so i wont be typing as well as always. haha Let me do smth.. list the people whom i'll most prolly miss. haha dowan lar. later i offend anyone out there. (as tho anyone wants to be missed by me) anw, will miss Cherie! haha cos she will miss me too.... &also her souvenir shirt hahahaahah!will miss girlfriends.. kuah, woani and eun. lastly.. oli and coaches. haha. that's so lame. as tho im gna leave the world soon. pretty much so.. cos im out of contact no matter what happens. horrible. Im jus rly paranoid about diarrehea and so on! Zzzz.. D: BORINGGGGGGGG I GTG! Sg is the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muahhhh,bye my beloved country. omg and yea i was faking ard in ICQ agn.. &then this rly weird guy&me start chatting haha.. he's not that kinda pervytype.. just chatting.. & he's sooooo geeeeeek / nerd tht its weird!!!! Saturday, December 08, 2007
Is being 'Selfish' my normal? My posts should have nth that interests you. Because, afterall I am selfish and lousy. I've been workin' my guts out past days. &I will continue to do so till school reopens. I don't know why I have the urge to just get money w/o having a place in need to spend them at. I seriously swear to whoever hell... outthere that my money has no where to be spent. If it does get 'WASTED' it'll be on food and recreational purposes. Not as though I'd go out and pluck a few clothes and leave w/ bags full. Somehow, I am reluctant to spend that much on these that I term unnecessities. I'd maybe get a good book or smth. (Yes I knw how many of you out there must be swearin, cursin' me bout my tryna look goody shoes thang) But. But. But. I always think that it is horrible and tiring to follow up to fashion &maybe get dressed real nice. Get some make up on ya preeeettttyyy face or get the umpteenth pair of pumps. My wardrobe has the basic only. The norm weird slogan tees, the khakis, the pair of jeans. That's basically all. Oh yes &I do have a skirt which is dead in there. ARGH. HATE those people who are goal-less in life. Not sayin that I do actually have a goal. I am somewhat goalless too. This is terrible. My mom says that its cos Im still young. Is it really that? She says that till I have my own mindset. Set my targets for more visible achievements in the future, then I wouldn't feel so .. Useless shall I say? (Okay, I apologize. My mom didn't say any of them. I did. Somewhat to comfort me and myself) Am v v v v v v v jealous of kids, younger or ard my age. Those whom have found their abilities within their realms. Like those fantastic sport atheletes, or musicians. Or maybe those artists? I didn't do well for my tabletennis. Studies are no where near the top nor the last few, always stuck &stuck. I dowan to roam ard like some souless ghost, spend my whole life in search for my position in society. I want to achieve something big. Somehow, I always think that Im meant for something bigggg. Something commendable. I'm pathetic. (Isn't it on everyone's mind to think that they're actually capable of a great thing?) HAHAHAHAHAH ICQ CHAT IS DAM FUN! Thursday, December 06, 2007
How does she know that you love her? There's this quote from this book, it goes something like that. It's kinda long so I'll summarise the jist of it : When your eyes spark with jealousy, it's because of the thing you desire, the thing you yearn for that very much. When your eyes show of grief, it's because of you losing the thing you had gained before. It was used to describe this couple, &a really close friend/admirer of the wife. The husband always saw that stint of jealousy in his wife's friend. But it didn't bother him, because he was in bed with his wife every night. But then, some rolls start to happen and the husband moved out. Now, when he hugs &kisses his wife, he sees his wife's best friend's eyes show grief. He somehow couldn't get it off his mind that all these nights, he wasn't beside her in bed. &I'll be working in Mr Bean over at BOON LAY! YES, wtf, BoonLay, for 8straight hours. Zzz. & I only earn like 36 bucks. Zzz. Why lidatttttt???!!! I am cashstrapped larrrrrr. Oh &to just metion briefly of my activities for the day. I made yucky Salad to eat. Thank god, I am constipated. Lol. Haha, sorry for the lack of kuku pics, anw. I terribly wna get in love. As in, I've watched to many nice happy endings. I kinda hate it you see. Hahaha, but who cares anw. Oh &I will be going over to Vietnam on the 14-18Dec. I'm w/ the tour group, I hope that there will be some shuai ge along w that group, then I can stick up to him, &cuddle cuddle. Hahaha, but, what if ther's a hot chic thr?!!?!?!?! Then, I won't stand a chance. Ohhhhhh, what the pooo poooo. Oh &I have a job. It starts at 10-25Dec. 5bucks per hour. Just tend to the small store which sells Christmas gifts. Err, lots of venue. &Also, 2shifts, flexible timing. Anw, I think I'm taking it, except for 14-18Dec, I'm wondering if anyone can stand in for me for the moment, till I get back. Then, .. Wait, letme see. If yooo have 2 shifts, one should be about 6hours. So you get 30bucks. &you will help me work for 5days. Which entitles you to 150$$$. Isn't that fab?! Sunday, December 02, 2007
Fumbling for the right buncha keys Mood &intentions: To continue disliking Mom's actions and words. Still, rebel from the family &play a great part in isolationism. I'm really sorry for all the really lousy, Non-quality posts that have been keep coming up on my blog. I'm really lazy &strapped of pics to post. (Ooops, I haven't downloaded the pics for the previous posts from my poor hp) Had a 12km walk this (Sunday)morning through MacRitche Reservoir. Ran about 5k of it. Rather unpleasant journey I'd say. Because I kept making detours after jogging some distance as my Mom and her friends were really straddling dam slowly. It took us about 3hrs or more to complete so dam little. Couldn't stand it. I'm putting on the dam weight nowadays, save me gawd. Had crazy stuffs (Saturday) yesterday morning. Got up real early just to make my way to ECP to find Bud &Dickson. Bladin' sessions. What the. We bladed from ECP all the way to Changi. (The motive was to reach the airport before 10 in the morning. So that we can send the team and Coach off to Taiwan for the training &hols.) We didn't really know the route you see, so we took more than what we needed to, made long detours here and there. &finally. about an hour&half or so reached the last bustop before the whole expressway to Changi Airport. Nice suggestion as : Bud: "Well, let's go la!!!! Let's blade on the expway lar!" Kris &Dickson: "Noooo, it's too dangerous! &at this time alr, we won't make it to the airport in time if we don't hop on a bus soon!" Dickson: "The police will catch you off the expway &escort you home. Then you can start all over agn. We'll come here tmr to pick you up!" Kris: "Hahahaha!" Bud : WOAHHHHHHH, couldn't stop in time as a zooooms dwn the slope, misses to catch the pole but an unstable cardboard tied to it. *flies up into the sky then BAMMMM came landing on his butt HAHAHA, didn't sound funny but was, when you were there. (Must've hurt) Now I guess I owe alil explaination on why am I still stuck here in Singapore. I'll tell you, the regrets are really pourin' in now. I shouldhv gone despite the unreasonable fees. Had lunch w/ Coach on Friday, lol. We had some food at a hawker at Geylang &then boy was the chilli dam dam dam hot &seductive (is seductive the right word?) because despite the burn-tongue experience, &the &my Bud, he wants to be a Hero. Lol, the Heroes craze is just starting to spurt in my outside group of friends. How do I say it. Err, you knw the ideas they give but their hidden powers.. Sigh. Bud says maybe he's the one that when he flings his hangs towards someone/enemy. A pile of SHIT will be produced and then SMACK! right onto the face. Benny says.. Err, will it go like a SHIT BOMB? Like reach ther and it gives it eeew smell and pops upon ur face. BRRRR. They will be dam smelly lar. Whoever will think of this? What the. &now he wants me to be like Sylar. Bud says... You don't have powers now. I have all. But you can go around and eat people's power ma! (He says it like it's pacman. Love pacman. Love the catchy/thrashy/B.Sty tune it plays) Anw, I'm gna go catch some beauty sleep now. Pee on my bed &maybe put sweetflavoured gel (that tube you get from Candy Empire) under my maid's pillow. Haha, she's out for off day. Bad thing is that off days don't come for free. Nobody's hurt in this process. /update : It's 12 midnight. That's punctual. Lol, just back from town. Zzz, watched the movie : FULL OF IT. Err, wasn't as funny as expected. Played cards like woah. Sometimes I dno what I'm supposed to be doing. I actually like to see the vulnerable side of someone who is strong once in awhile. Its kinda satisfying. How should I phrase it. I'm just rather sick in the mind. That's all. |
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