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 Kristine
Holds the key to her future, is that the key to truth? wongmlk@hotmail.com Shall take ourselves to a level higher. Just because we can. We shall always be happy and do whatever we want so that we would leave this world with no regrets. This is our life to live and we should answer to no one else but ourselves. We owe our lives to no one. To speak about freedom, but not being sure if we can achieve that. But we try. I never mentioned how we should all take risks, but only calculated ones. Never do something that your conscience can't live by, you don't want to face sleepless nights. The pursuit of happiness might not be with anyone else. The pursuit of happiness can be attained by walking the road alone. There are reasons why you remain alone, but many don't understand why you choose to be alone - they can't see why you're perfectly lonely. Archives
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Tuesday, June 02, 2009
Thought Provoking, nah Okay, so this is one of my emo nights. Where I just sit around. Stare into space while all those lil lil lil nonsensical thoughts just flood my head... How do you describe that feeling? They seem to be like small lil trains, they pass by, leave a small package. And let your brain unravel them. It's all those lame lil thoughts like why this happened, why that happened. And you ponder that stuff that's not of any use now or in the near future.... A thousand and another thousand people have asked me. So what are your ambitions for the future? Ambitions.. ( the dict's meaning) 1.an earnest desire for some type of achievement or distinction, as power, honor, fame, or wealth, and the willingness to strive for its attainment: Too much ambition caused him to be disliked by his colleagues. 2.the object, state, or result desired or sought after: The crown was his ambition. 3.desire for work or activity; energy: I awoke feeling tired and utterly lacking in ambition. Or should I say .... What would you want to be in the future? I wasn't able to answer the question. I have no dreams. I had desires to be someone, to have achievements. But somehow (but I don't know how) they seem to have disappeared. Had a chat over the weekend with the least expected who has the biggest ego/esteem(if it sounds bttr) ever. And insightful was it. Wow, I mean I admire that "believing in oneself kinda stuff" but had I miscalculated him as empty and .... I don't know. Like how some people are meant to do big stuff but are pulled down by some small flaw in them. Ah, you know what. This post is going nowhere. It's points are as loss as I am now. No direction in life. I admire people who follow their interests. Build their lives upon what interests them most, what keeps them most happy, despite the hardship that comes along with it. It's like I can earn enough just to keep me by... But I'm happy painting, I have the passion in it... They're not blinded by the money may come in with sales of outstanding art pieces. Then talked to anth guy... Which is (well I can't judge people) I don't really agreee when I further thought about what he said, felt it as alil childish. But at least others had exact sentiments as I had. When I type such stuff, so many other stuff like flood my head. They come in like a "mental diarrhea" way... Kaboom, all like splat everywhr and it's alot. So pardon me for my incoherent entry. Oh and I'm in this event called SMUN. Qiani was supposed to be joing it. But somehow she backed out. Sad huh, cos it's so much fun here we're having. Boosts your knowledge about current affairs... And whatsoever that is actually of our concern. Great people with great talents all around. I feel immersed in some intellectual .... (any word for it?) So preached/lectured agn by theories and what not. Theory ---------> Practical Although I've to move away from pessimism, how practical is that? Nah, just that it that, I'll just walk on the road that just somehow mystical has been paved for me. Whoo, not v comprehensible... but lol There isn't a need to have a reason for doing stuff Do it just because I felt like, just because it happened to be fun, just because I wasn't really thinking at that moment of time... Ciaoz 2 more days of debate I truly look forward to. This delegate would like to yeild the floor to readers who have comments about the entry. |
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This city's made us Crazy
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