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 Kristine
Holds the key to her future, is that the key to truth? wongmlk@hotmail.com Shall take ourselves to a level higher. Just because we can. We shall always be happy and do whatever we want so that we would leave this world with no regrets. This is our life to live and we should answer to no one else but ourselves. We owe our lives to no one. To speak about freedom, but not being sure if we can achieve that. But we try. I never mentioned how we should all take risks, but only calculated ones. Never do something that your conscience can't live by, you don't want to face sleepless nights. The pursuit of happiness might not be with anyone else. The pursuit of happiness can be attained by walking the road alone. There are reasons why you remain alone, but many don't understand why you choose to be alone - they can't see why you're perfectly lonely.
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Monday, August 31, 2009
If you know the right Concoction Some Devil One last kiss one only Then I'll let you go Hard for you I've fallen But you can't break my fall I'm broken don't break me When I hit the ground Some devil some angel Has got me to the bones You said always and forever Now I believe you baby You said always and forever Is such a long and lonely time Too drunk and still drinking It's just the way I feel It's alright Is what you told me Cause what we had was so beautiful Feel heavy like floating At the bottom of the sea You said always and forever Now I believe you baby You said always and forever Is such a long and lonely time Some devil is stuck inside of me I cannot set it free I wish, I wish I was dead and you breathing Just so that you could know Some angel is stuck inside of me But I cannot set you free You said always and forever Now I believe you baby You said always and forever Such a long and lonely time Stuck inside of me Teacher's day and I did go to school which is NJC. Had ACES day. Laughed and did exercise. All was fun and fun. Did attend the celebration concert organised for the teachers. Hope they enjoyed it cos I did enjoy it. Aaron Foong rocks, so does Si Jun rock on the guitar. Whoooo. Nice performance, or rather the effort placed in was enough... Really good. Then headed back to CCHMS. Whooots, so many ppl I missed were there. ESP Cherie and Hazel. Qiani joined us late and complained too much, don't miss her at much. Bluff me at first say eat Ban Mian at P.P. But then in the end cos her friends were at Kallang Leisure Park, we went there instead.... Tsk, not too good. Couldn't eat Subway cos Cher says she feels like Puking whenever she smells it. Lol, Hazel had her lunch liao, the canteen's Meepok. Anw, we headed to KFC instead. Lol, while Qian joined us for lunch then off to her iceskating with her rich kind of friends. Anw, not that I'm sulking, okay maybe I am.. Never mind! Oh, then we have decided on a movie, cos of my great persuasive skills, we decided on Year One, slapstick comedy Lol! Anw, the plan was supposed to be we watch half way, sneak out and then go into final destination cinema. Oh boy didn't work out. door was supposed to be pulled open. We pushed.. nearly got caught.. then, said we're gg toilet instead. ickkkky. Anw, the main point is that what we rly wanted to watch which is Final Destination, we couldn't, was M18, sneaking in failed as well. WHY! Anw, then Year One is REALLY disgusting but funny. And hair was everywhere. And you know shit and jokes that are totally not funny. CHERIE SAID THAT SHE HATES THE SHOW BUT THE WHOLE CINEMA, SHE LAUGHED THE LOUDEST. LOUD LIKE HELL KIND! Anw, then aft movie, instead of gg home, we went to Suntec cos we just didn't want to get home. Rebel, err so not. And we had to find Cotton On there, Hazel's favourite store!!!! LOL. Anw, we walked here and there, didn't manage to find the MISSING part of Suntec, till we found it and hazel's Cotton On. Lol. then, we headed to.... Err, omg... I don't know whr liao! My lappy gg to flat. Update this again nxt time. I better post this out, and i don't know what I'm typing... AHHHHHHHH OHOH... THE SONG BELOW IS A VERY NICE SONG BY DAVE MATTHEWS BAND! TITLE'S THERE. AND YES FULLSTOP! Phew done, what a post. Edit it sooon. Bye! Oh, and people are just so....... They always only befriend or do stuff for beneficial purporses. I don't like that. If we were to like hang out together. It should be cos we love each other's company and cos it's fun and laughter and all and all... But sometimes, it just can't be like that. Oh, and hope that that person is fine.. Things are messed up sometimes, it'll be fine in a while's time! Bye, I shall go study and be EMO. Oh, dang, I didn't bring my GC home. FUCK. ciaoz Friday, August 28, 2009
No room for thinking Shit head explanation right downnnnn at the bottom!   Ah, Bunhead Professor to come do some explosions in our sch's lecture theatre. Sad thing, it didn't explode right through, I'd advice him to increase the hydrogen or the liquid nitrogen..  And the other one, the left one, PIERCED and BRUISED. But it isn't obvious, DANG, I wanted to show others my perv saddistic side..    Did I mention, my NJC friend Vanessa doesn't have a face? Ah, I'm sorry I had her cover it up so that she wouldn't scare any poor souls in broad daylight. Cheerios dude, job well done.  Oh, needless to say, Kristine with her poppy little bubble. And she'd say, "And bubbles and bubbles and bubbles and bubbles and bubbles... Bubble bubble your backside luh bubble... And bubbles and bubbles and bubbles and bubbles" Ah, no one understands this part.  Ah shan with her poor bandaged hand. You know she'd take a black or white bandage.. Sadly black wasn't avail. Ah, white looks not too bad anw.  Purple.. For me.. Totally suits me. Swensens, mention their lousy service..   Bald spot. See it there? that patch, over there, there that very vague ambiguous spot. See I told you, now you've got it..   How I enjoy illegal movies? Right up on big plasma screen.  Tiramisu which looks disgusting but utterly nice. I'm not denying, I'm not lying. I don't lie, only politicians lie... Yes, brain's clogged up... Sad I know, I can't get up from my ass to work and do stuff. I expect too much from people. Expectations, why do I even place them on people?! When I myself get so upset when I'm stuck with a few of them? (Gimme a min. I'm switching computers. My laptop feels more PRIVATE... Like I really do need privacy.) Back with the lap top and am in full operational mode. Just saw Qiani's blog, I hopped there accidentally. Not trying to be anal, but am anal, hate life, do a suicide. Or I could help, but maybe not that'd be homicide. I still want my BRIGHT future. Okay, nuff, no more being anal. Did I mention my current mind's tune to being as anal as House, so I'd have to scrutinise every lil winnie thang that I don't see a point in... Oh and I just completed House Season 1. Wow, season 5's the one on TV. I'm lagging. Ah ha, I see your point. Okay, so here it is. The whole thing! I am watching House and I want to be a doctor because I think House is cool. Maybe I won't be as cool as him, half of it would be enough. Maybe I won't be a doctor but I want to analyse as well as the old fellah does. He's rockin' good in it. Okay, fine, it doesn't really matter. What I really like is the fact that decisions made are not puny. They aren't the ones like am I to pick Chicken or Fish for dinner. It's more of Life or Death kinda thang. Oh boy, I just love it... Thrillers. So as long no malpractice, the person's dead.. I'd just say, I did my part, I did the diagnosis! I tried my best to treat him, wow lah, I love it. :D Oh and yes, so pictures to spruce up my blog for myself. Yes, I still have this blog because I am so full of myself.... I love to read the stuff I type. Love to see my own prettaye face when I post the pictures up. I'm always selfish, so I see no reason I should begin to be nice. Ah, reached my point. Which is no point to do what I'm doing! Okay, I got my head sorted out here.. Pls Ignore the entire chunk written up and above. You may just want to focus on the pictures. Try and spot your lovely little face in it. Ah, Cher, you owe me one. Despite it being your liquid shit or whatever. I got stood up, demand a compensation.. Not something too bad, just a meal at Ajisen. I order Volcano! What about you? Ah, you've just made me grow fat, I thought I'd get my decent exercise today. Never mind. SO there the pictures are. Not below down here, but up there at the start of the post. I typed all this shit.. before I thought hey, didn't get the pics up yet. Oh and I need a sponsor! A sponsor, someone to get me a thumbdrive or else my Laptop would be as conked and clogged up as Kristine Wong is. Yes, have been placing laptop over my uterus... Possilbility of contradictin Ovarian Cancer and Cervical Cancer - HIGH. Listening to phone strapped on my neck dangling in front of my breasts means I'm going to have breast cancer. Wow totally love it. Hope to see House as my doctor. HAHAHA. Ciao All the love to people out there Especially for those who don't appreciate and most of all those who think me insignificant. Wait till I bite a chunk of your ass out losers. Ciao again Monday, August 24, 2009
Take it as it is Cherie never fails to cheer me up. Do more, give more, tire more Complain less, sulk less, slack less You'll get better sleep at night Kristine. Sunday, August 16, 2009
Saya tak paham 15-08-09 Happy Birthday Coach Chua I have to write what I think here. This is just a notepad note. I mean, I can't log onto the Internet, so I'm typing what I want to say in a note pad... Then I'll just copy paste this into the blogger thang. Anw, I love this font "Lucida Handwriting" in notepad. :D I'll write what I have gone through these few days. in chronological order. But not really like chronological order. Starts from today first then 14th Augus 09. It's like backwards chrono. Err.... Doesnt make sense does it. Ah, so here I go. I'm just back from BBQ which is at Kenstington's Park, my Bud's house... Dam nice guy WenXiong fetched me and Daniel home with midnight charge, cab, even when the route is totally opposite his direction. Ugh, thank you like 1000000 times! He was really dam nice. And these kind of people are the ones that would encourage me to hear about Christianity. He's a full time social worker at Youth for Christ. Ha, taking the chance to help him promote it :D And there was chicken, pork, prawns, otah, satay... Many many more. And yes, master Chef and oh so nice person, Wen Xiong, was dealing with all the bbq-ing, omg, the fire was really good, as in really strong and food just cooked. Ah, super great he was like one man show. Sad thing was that no one actually appreciated him. I mean, you should know that if you're wanting to do such stuff, hardly anyone'll like be concerned. Ah, I need more caring people in my life. (I know I always look like I bloody heckcare, alright I do care. But somehow I don't show it! I mean, I feel like I'm always expected to be bo chappp, err.. and maybe I've already built all those walls around me.) What was really bad was the chicken wings. Tons of them all in the pail, and the marinator of them was my Bud, totally sucks. Tastes like plain icky chicken. Tasted like not even marinated. I think what I managed to sniff out from the bucket of ickkk, was only ginger and sesame oil. Tasteless... Effort wise, don't think it's a lot as well. Nevermind, the stuff I said! Ah, and then there were tons of people aroud. Which I don't know how to socialise with. Because, I always find it hard to socialise... oops. Maybe I just don't feel like it! Ha, oh and was quite unhappy that James came too close. I don't like it. I had only half a can of beer. Too little alcohol around to be tempted by it. But I did help out with stuff like putting balachan on the sotongs and stingray! I feel proud of myself, like I've contributed... MLIA haha. WE NEED MORE FUN THAN THIS. OTHERS WERE HAVING FUN, I WASN'T! DOESN'T MATTER. Ah, so happy birthday coach. Be happy so be happy. My mom isn't home yet. She's havin' her own BBQ at Pasir Ris Chalet. Ah, adults who have the privillege off drivin' a car around. How great, doesn't have to worry about transport. :D Happy having fun Mom, when you always give that irritated face to your daughter. She knows you're providing for the family but still... It's rude. 14th Ogos 2009 Vanessa and me watched trailers of Up and Finding Nemo. Because we coudn't get to cinema to watch the reaaaal thang Lol. I shall call him Squishy. And he shall me mine! Haha, cute lil Dory. Dory is the best Character!!! Lol, and also Dug in Up. Secretly, I've watched it 3 times. I still want to watch it on the big screeeeen please!!! Forgot what I did. Remembered that Malay class was cool cos we had a cool cikgu around. Someone that you will usually see at the void deck strumming the quitar. Omg, I'm literally falling for Malays with that v nice smile. You know, that really big nice smile haha. Whatever. But frankly speaking, he isn't as good as Cikgu Wani, Cikgu Wani, really knew how to teach. But he was just a relief teacher kinda thing. I thought he was in Poly or smth. He's in NTU actually. So sorry, just stereotyping. Oh and after Malay class, I had to rush over for a BBQ. Hostel, Terra BBQ then movie screening in Seminar room. Really great aircon there. :D We had a fun and really really ashy BBQ. Ash was flying all over cos the trough for the charcoal was too shallow. Haha, metaphor, as shallow as Kristine! Lol. Nice movie, nice people, nice ambience... :D But these few days were way too warm. The nights were the most terrible. It was like I'm gg to have rashes all over my neck and behind my knees again. Ugh, so tempted to take off my clothes to sleep hahaha, sadly, it's a hostel. And for my roomie's sake, i mean, she doesn't want to see a piece of fat blubber lyin ard there, does she. Ha. 13th Ogos 2009 Today is the day I gave away my first. And it is to NJC. The first time I donated blood... And I couldn't succeed in donating the entire baggg. Cos my blood clot... No one would understand how afraid of the needles I am than me. I mean I felt like vomitting. Like I couldn't really look at the needle sticking into or out of the skin. I can't look at the needle halfway at the skin. I could have died, I am amazed at how I was able to muster the courage. I swear my entire life on it. Anw, I'm supposed to be (translate it directly to chinese) Sky not scared, ground not scared kind. Ah. No one understands, how sian I was when I actually overcame my fear yet I wasn't able to save a life and I have a bruised arm. ): Not really good lookin', seems like I'm a drug addict. Ah Shan was totally not afraid of the fucking needle! She seems to love the needle. Oh and she did donate a bag-o-blood haha. Coolios Ah Shan! Then training afterwards. Felt like it was really disrupted. At first only me and Ah Shan, later Jing2 and Meichi came. Then later more disruption when malay guy who is Sijun's friend came as well. Did I mention Sijun and Jing2 went to donate blood as well :D Ah kind souls. Let me predict those guys who didn't do so in our team must be really afraid of the needles. Just like me. No they were worst than me. Because I managed to curb my fear. Wheee hee. Okay, oh and I should start to try and communicate with the... Zhong Xi, I mean I diao-ed him.. I'm sorry. 09th Ogos 09 Howdee ho. Went out for National Day celebrations with - Cherie, Hazel, Qiani, Chow Han, Kevin, Alphonso, Zong Yang. Woweewow. Ha, oh and such happy stuff.. There's no point in typing too much. Because there's no jumbled up feelings here. It's just pure shuang, happiness and more joy, you know that kind of feeling when you spend time with the people whom you are yearning to spend time with. :D Oh, and yes... err, Qiani forgot to like bring Hazel's presenttt Grrrr.. (Oh and I will type more of Hazel's name, cos her name has a letter Z in it. And letter Z happens to appear very beautifully in this font. So hi Hazel, cos of this, you get a special hello from me! "hello Hazel Wong Shi Hui") Ha. So yes it was the greatest shit I felt for so long time. I mean being cooped up in NJC and its hostel, not any fun around. I mean it's hard to get upset when there's Vanessa and Ah Shan around. But still, I reckon the school has dementors in them, cos without them, my Petronases.. I would have my life sucked out already! Ha, oh and I remember, Alphon and Zong yang's subway Kaching that they owe me is still w Cher. She's so busy nowadays... I mean, she disappears in sms and I hardly take initiative. I shall be more interactive next time. Miss you Cher, hope all your end of years projects would be hell fine :D ooops, sounds crude. But for the positive side I mean. 08th Ogos 09 Went to BVCC for voluntary work. Shit planning they have. But yes it is only certain to screw up when planning for big events. Cos of communication that sucks 10000. Ha, nvm. Had fun. There were really great new friends there haha. Err, they thought me how to play a new game with poker cards when there are more people around. So everyone could like join in. Okay, no, the greatest thing I could remember was how Ah Shan totally didn't join in, just sit there and read her comic. Yes Ah Shan, you keeping up the spirit of livin in ur own world. Sorry no offence, but pls come out sometimes haha. I mean join in the fun dude, you're missing out way too much fun haha. There was mainly these people there : Ah Shan, Vanessa, Fiona, Baey, Jiayu, Welson, Jingkai. 2 guys behind are from RIJC. They came to help! Lol, great souls doing the kind of CIP that doesn't really benefit the country. Ha, okay, no maybe it does. (Oh and I learnt to communicate and suan a horse! And the horse could play cards and was great at it! I mean, he could hold onto the cards.. I thought his hooves weren't that flexible. Job well done Ah Baey. Wow.. new name created again! Ah Baey! Always by adding the Ah in front of a name makes it sound more ... closer. You know like a home feeling like the kampong feeling in it. Wow. Then we can call fiona Ah Na. I mean it's better than Ah Tian. Ah Tian sounds like sot sot kind to me. Those kind of people who are tak beluh. Gila I mean. Oh, wait a min, Fiona is indeed that kind hahahaaha. No offence. Sorry dudes, u guys rock. Thank Ah Nessa for bringing them along!) You see... Buona Vista is soooo near MOE, err, the labs and science places. They would all need a good CC that provides err good services for the people around the area. So they would live happily and like contribute more to the society yea. So then, what we volunteered for can only do good not nothing. So that is how I shall convince how it shall be. Oh and picz. I think I will like get them from Mr Tan or whatsoever. I know I had really dumb poses. Treatment for us volunteers weren't really great I'd say. -End- Ugh, so here are the previous days which I actually remembered the significant events haha. Fuck, still can't connect to the Internet. I'm sitting outside my room at home and like typing. Cos everyone else is asleep. And yes I can't really stand my Dad. I don't know whyyyyyyy ): Cos he's either playing mahjong or rotting at home in front of the computer playing some really lame games like "Pestering Birds" Ugh, I can't stand it. He can play it for hours and hours. Age has indeed made him a boring old man that gets on his daughter's nerves. He is old and nags and nags. Okie, I know I sound so shallow and unappreciative of him ... But I mean, we've kinda given up hope. We've tried to get him to mingle around and like be more proactive. But he's not supping any of this up. UGHHHH Okay, nevermind. Now... Things to be happy about! I have a pay raise. Like hola hola hola :D Okie, not pay raise. But an ... Allowance raise. Yay, pls sing praises for me. I mean it's not much. But still it's a happy way to be happy. Now I can spend more on movies ans movies and food and food. And oh yes payin for lame stuff the sch asks to. Maybe the extra allowance can let me pay for my future boyf expenses! Lol. If I save up that is Lol. That's all Folkz. Time for sleep's runnin' out. You know I'd never sacrifice sleep unless its for things that you do at night that doesn't allow you to sleep while doing it. OHHHH, but that's in the future years, so I better start sleeping to make up for them now! Ciao Ooops today I transfer it over here from the notepad. But am too lazy to DL the photos over! Anw, Mom says she'll bring me to err buy a new school bag. But I don't know what I should be buying.... No idea at all. Friday, August 07, 2009
House is not very homely Ah, sorry dear Cherie for leaving you out in the previous post. It was just a post to update my blog. And I totally forgot all about that post. Well, doesn't matter does it. It doesn't impact your life. Nevermind, the main point of this post is to mark this phase of my life where I'm addicted to the American drama serial - House. ( Ah, am I turning into Manyau?!) Ha, but House is addictive . . . (My mom's looking through my Progress Report. Haha, 12 percent for Chemistry. How cool is that. Oh and typing progress report makes me think of the story Flowers For Algernon! On how Charlie spells Progris Repot.) . . . Okay, yes House is addictive. Back to the main point. He is a wretched and tortured soul, and that makes me think he is great. I've mentioned how much affinity I have with tortured souls. Maybe inside me that part of my brain's so addicted to seeing others mask up the torture they are going through..Or maybe I just admire them. When I type such stufffff, thoughts go throug my brain so quickly I can't compose them, furthermore type them out. These neurons just keep firing info to and fro like lil cannons. Irritating really. And maybe this happens in General Papers as well, that's why I can't come up with coherent sentences. Which makes my GP grade D. Ha, now I see the link. Oh and House is bad for young people who are actually aspiring to be doctors in the near future. Because in real life, we can't take as much risks! There aren't as much opportunities and chances for you to flunk. So Haha. It's bad. You think you can be a doc that has as much personality as House?? Ah, dream on he is just a fictional character. Oh I'm sorry I'm not trying to feed the idea that you would never become one. Oh, who actually wants to turn into him? People call him a jerk. Maybe I can pick up something from him... Confidence. Believing in what you believe. But then again doubt the word believe. Ha, okay confusion sets in now. But I know what I'm saying and... House makes me think that building walls around yourself is fine. But I'll try to build invisible walls... Not that the walls are detectable now. It's that I'll make falls that people totally don't realise its there. Walls that are never felt by others except me. And no one knows and detects and no one can tell me that: Hey, I know you're building walls... Hopefully I don't get addicted to painkillers and pop them like candies like he does. How un-cool if I get a limp too. I'm a tortured soul inside, I don't need to be cripple to feel more, it'll turn me numb. Not bad either ways actually! Until I find the phase in life where these walls don't mean shit to me :D Ah, till then. Walls walls walls... Not coming down anytime soon. (A thought came to me. Selectively permeable walls?) Haha. Ciao |
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