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 Kristine
Holds the key to her future, is that the key to truth? wongmlk@hotmail.com Shall take ourselves to a level higher. Just because we can. We shall always be happy and do whatever we want so that we would leave this world with no regrets. This is our life to live and we should answer to no one else but ourselves. We owe our lives to no one. To speak about freedom, but not being sure if we can achieve that. But we try. I never mentioned how we should all take risks, but only calculated ones. Never do something that your conscience can't live by, you don't want to face sleepless nights. The pursuit of happiness might not be with anyone else. The pursuit of happiness can be attained by walking the road alone. There are reasons why you remain alone, but many don't understand why you choose to be alone - they can't see why you're perfectly lonely. Archives
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Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Never More Certain Again, Kris is misunderstood. Maybe she'll live a misinterpreted life all this life. Does that make sense? I know its like if I don't say it, no one will understand. But it isn't really the problem if you understand or not... It's more of like you're not the kind I'd like for you to understand. I don't want a fake you but the real you doesn't really captivate me. I believe in a leopard can never change its spots. Kris is thinking too much, yea, even she thinks she is Lol We can write a thousand bad romances, but doesn't mean I'd love to be writing them with you. One thing I'd like to say why boys/the male species/man can never be someone I'd be able to coexist with. Unless... Actually I don't unless what, there is no unless! They have ego problems, weird characters, weird thoughts/ways of going about things and sometimes it's not the most logical way to settle things. Don't go around with your brawns and tiny brain to pick up some childish fights, do threats over the internet. This girl here requires practicality, assumes that something is awesome, sweet, great when you bring her around to new places, have tons of laughter, enjoy a nice movie, have nice food... These things, memories get played back, unlike that teddy bear collecting dust on the shelves when I forget the reason why I received it. I need to appreciate simple things like an easily satisfied girl :D Miss Wu and class were having SexEd today and then, all the blabber and stuff about the difference of Asian and Western culture wasn't surprising, but made me green with jealousy. Am yearning badly for the chance to be in a Westernised society... But only in a partial one because I'd be an outcast for not having multiple flings and experimenting with sex when I'm 13. It's not really being prudish or what, true to say, it's about the values you hold close and true to yourself. Cut the crap, now I'd like to say the part that I really yearn about their culture. I want to have independence, move out to stay alone, or with a friend when I turn 21 but I feel like I'm swallowed into this whole filial piety thing. It doesn't really matter if I can support myself fully or not, it's just that when I don't have the pillar behind me to lean on, I will some how have to find an alternative. I know people out there want to say stuff like, you don't know how privileged and loved. Not that I don't know, I need more hardship out there to show myself that indeed, there's something worth fighting for in my life, even if its just that simple 3 meals a day to be looked after. Ahhhh, the Asians and their reserved ways... Hey, wait, I'm an Asian too. Owells (sigh) Independent and full of herself, she just needs those close friends, money, achievements, family and I guess that's sufficient. Soulmates need not necessarily be the one and only that you spend your life with. My soulmate would be one I wouldn't mind spending my entire life with, despite being in the sidelines to the more important things in her/his life. It's actually alright cos the insecurity fades... By adding in a little of everything, I might just get the right concoction. Need all the friends by my side, need those who I care for to know I care for without me being so straightforward with it, you know I have issues. I really need you to need me more than I need you so that I will want to need you. Or else I can't overcome this paranoia Friends, ultimately, are the ones that last you a lifetime, family... I really CBB liao, just try my best to give a balanced stance, give an objective view to the entire situation. Please don't forget me. Supposed to utilize my new sports shoes fully and jog today, but I just feel seh and want to type out some feelings in tons of words the SMS section of the phone cannot contain... Love, Kris |
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