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 Kristine
Holds the key to her future, is that the key to truth? wongmlk@hotmail.com Shall take ourselves to a level higher. Just because we can. We shall always be happy and do whatever we want so that we would leave this world with no regrets. This is our life to live and we should answer to no one else but ourselves. We owe our lives to no one. To speak about freedom, but not being sure if we can achieve that. But we try. I never mentioned how we should all take risks, but only calculated ones. Never do something that your conscience can't live by, you don't want to face sleepless nights. The pursuit of happiness might not be with anyone else. The pursuit of happiness can be attained by walking the road alone. There are reasons why you remain alone, but many don't understand why you choose to be alone - they can't see why you're perfectly lonely.
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Thursday, February 25, 2010
I'll try to find another way  What's there for me to grasp onto? (A picture which feeds you with a more than a thousand words.) We tend to react differently to different people... I mean why not, they're different after all. So as long as you're clear of the direction you're adopting. It doesn't mean that when we shift in our beliefs at that moment, we're to be seen as having double standards. The simplest thoughts that one can process usually doesn't get processed. That is why there's so much frustration in this world. Ah, again, but I like this phrase: Too few bullets for too many Idiots out there. Adios Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Never know when She's gone  John Mayer - Dreaming with a broken heart Then waking up is the hardest part You roll outta bed and down on your knees And for a moment you can hardly breathe Wondering was she really here? Is she standing in my room? No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.... When you're dreaming with a broken heart The giving up is the hardest part She takes you in with her crying eyes Then all at once you have to say goodbye Wondering could you stay my love? Will you wake up by my side? No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.... Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands? Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands? Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my , roses in my hands? Would you get them if i did? No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.... When you're dreaming with a broken heart The waking up is the hardest part Saturday, February 20, 2010
FXTTM Sometimes, you do things without thinking it through. You never think about the consequences. You never think about the people around you. How they'd react, how they'd feel. You never think about how you would react after everything. And you feel like shit at the end of it because you are disgusted by yourself. You realise how selfish you are. You think you need to be safe and unhurt so you just dismiss people around you. Because after all you just don't want to take the blame and hurt. Then you realise the worst part is how disappointed you are with yourself. And you sink into remorse. Then you realise you need to straighten things out. You really have to straighten things out and rationalise, analyse them well. After all this, instead of instant gratification, all you wanted was companion. All you wanted was that big hug and someone telling you hey, everything's alright.... What we need to do now is build a healthy relationship and talk about stuff and be happy. And be there for each other for the fun, care, lovin'. If we both bruise so easily why not we just stop hurtin' each other and start trusting. Stop giving us last chances because it is now we don't give anymore excuses, it is now that we put our hearts to it. We will. I will. Ciao Tuesday, February 16, 2010
 Is this my checklist to my dream career? I want to excel here, then branch out to research. Research in Oncology. Or research in Neurology.... But the criteria...... Research, you need the Chem, you need the Math... Apparently, you need all of them. And I only have 3 H2s. )): Sian ttm. Math is starin at me. Bio essays are too. Awwwwwww when did CNY become MNY (Mugger's new year) ): Today, I really felt like I didn't know who I want to have beside me. I felt as though I wanted me to be beside me. So I went home right after a period of bai nians. Went to Zhou Lao Shi's house! Awesomez! Played Mahjong there with Huilin, Huimin and Weichen! I went to zha hu. Sorry guys! rly, blur blur blur rly. Anw, ... After that we went to Zhan Peng's house. Awesomez again! Always hv so much fun hanging out with them yea. But today, the turn out rate seems low! Like only quite a few of them appeared! You know, the usual people! Got the chance to take Weichen's car, lol! Ahhhhhh, that's all really. Now home alone... not really, Bro's friends are around! :DD going to jog later. May everyday be a happy day just like today! A quiet yet happy day. Love the people around me! All of 'em. Oh, forgot to mention, went to Macritche to jog and trek with Monkey ytd! Lol, saw big big monitor lizard and big big tortoise! like REALLY BIG AND MONKEY NOT EVEN OBSERVANT! Lousy! Saw alot of his hou zi hou sun too! Ah, a great jog and run. We completed it quite fast :D Horrible part was the up up up all the way to the Treetop Walk. Too bad Cherie and Simon couldn't make it. 2 Fat and Lazy bumz that can't be bothered to wake up for the fun :D Ah, I go and count AngPow money now!!!!!!!!!! Adios Saturday, February 13, 2010
Perfectly Lonely :D  Falling in her arms and out again Made a bad name for my game around town Tore up my heart, and shut it down Nothing to do Nowhere to be A simple little kind of free Nothing to do No one but me And that's all I need I'm perfectly lonely I'm perfectly lonely I'm perfectly lonely (Yeah) 'Cause I don't belong to anyone Nobody belongs to me I see friends around from time to time When their ladies let them slip away And when they ask me how I'm doing with mine This is always what I say Nothing to do Nowhere to be A simple little kind of free Nothing to do No one to be Is it really hard to see Why I'm perfectly lonely I'm perfectly lonely I'm perfectly lonely I'm perfectly lonely (Yeah) 'Cause I don't belong to anyone Nobody belongs to me And this is not to say There never comes a day I'll take my chances and start again And when I look behind On all my younger times I have to thank the wrongs that led me to a love so strong I'm perfectly lonely I'm perfectly lonely I'm perfectly lonely (Yeah) 'Cause I don't belong to anyone Nobody belongs to me (It's the way, it's the way, it's the way that I want it) Thursday, February 11, 2010
Found Myself Yay! Kris has revert to her old ways and she feels surprisingly comfortable with it. That emo/MIA period feels so familiar and it's back to visit. Yes, I want more alone time now, more than ever. It's the drop down into some deep rut and want to be left alone to figure out that the walls have holes where I can use to climb out of the shit I am in. Owells, yes, surprisingly comfortable. I don't know why, don't ask me but this "hate the world and wish that everyone else can get fucked and die" attitude puts me into a fighting mode. It's like "beep" switch turned on and it's me and only me against the world. Somehow this sickening, sadistic Kristine feels like she's got a challenge ahead and should challenge the challenge. Do you see now she has something to fight for and like move forward?! Ah, okay. So that is that. She's sooooooooooooooooo way behind in her work even crying won't help. But why am I still stuck online. This is the time she gets easily irritated and that everyone around her does stupid things and she's devoid of feelings. This is the time you don't tell her about your problems cause she can fuck care. This is the time she just can't be bothered about things around her. Which means she would inevitably irritate the hell out of people around her. CAREER CHOICES. Why is the school bombarding us with all these! I know the importance of my career and the need to choose the right course so that I can excel in my post.... But this makes my head GROW! I want to go and talk to school counselor liao! Reminder for Kris: You don't own the world, if you think so, the World will own you soon and bite a chunk of your fat butt off. (Oh yes butt muscle hurtz after PE on Wed.) Adios Saturday, February 06, 2010
Being In NTUMUN (2nd Day) First day at MUN was a rush and it was crappy. Dinner wasn't nice. Nanyang Executive Centre was pretty though! (NEC) Should have just checked into the hotel to stay just because they are suites! Not those hostel kinda thing. The sum of money you should pay is only but 69 bucks. Totally inclusive of all meals till you can grow fat :D Ah and so here was the breakdown of a hectic Fri (still contemplating if I should actually blog in detail about the NTUMUN!) Reached late because there was a huge jam (apparently that stretch of road seems to be always jammed up) But owells, just the usual mingling, lobbying around for more info. Sadly we weren't delegates... No lobbying required. Interviews, yada yada, you get my point. I am however quite disappointed, people didn't seem to like socialising. If not it'll just be ZZZ. Ah, after the end of the entire thang, went to meet Monkey and nua. So tired and zzz. I don't know why we even agreed to meet when both of us were tired to the MAXXXXXXXXX Lol. (When is teabreak for my council! I need the toilet so badly! Oh NTUMUN food suckz ttm)   Our chairs that are very serious. Esp the lady over there! We are diplomatic countries. We don't call each other with hand signals nor speak to them directly! ( Ahhh, how I wish I was a delegate! I want to listen to my MP3!) Ugh, not very professional in the councils! ): Bad thing, no hot guys! But its an international conference so there are many foreigners around! ESP from India, Bangladesh, Indonesia, etc. Somehow, sorry but I feel the debate is shallow and not in depth at all. Still prefer the one at NUSMUN! )))): Local conferences of MUN are usually more vocal, interesting and also one with sufficient argument raised from sufficient research! Ugh my Lady Chair is pissed now because of the delegate's boring shiat!  May all our resolutions not be passed! Due to too many unmoderated caucuses, moderated caucuses. ): Hahaha, look at everyone clad in real cool black tie attire yet never come up with conclusive debates, heated debates. Still have awkward silences. Ugh. Please, stop complaining Kristine!   More on unmod caucus. Kris think wisely. Stupid brain of yours weigh the importance of stuff weirdly! Omg Cher save me, I think I have dopamine addiction! Please analyse me and tell me I don't have it! I will screw my life! I think I need to go sky diving soon, and maybe do some sneaky stuff just to get the thrill of not getting caught. SalienceDopamine may also have a role in the salience of potentially important stimuli, such as sources of reward or of danger. This hypothesis argues that dopamine assists decision-making by influencing the priority, or level of desire, of such stimuli to the person concerned. What is the basis of such hypothesis? But in conclusion, even if I am quite sure about something, there are still fears right at the back of my mind! This is for sure that: Kristine is a commitment phobe! Adios Friday, February 05, 2010
Reasons Are Not Excuses I have this thing to mention. But then again out of respect, I think I shouldn't. Owells, I shall write it with ambiguity. Make it real vague. Alright, I guess just a few sentences. Kristine is motivated by rewards and of course to entire her future still remains bright... Wait, no she doesn't really work towards rewards. She just needs fair and equal treatment. Which inevitably means that if you treat her nice, she will do things for you despite being a big airhead and lazy person. So, if you want Kris as a nice and Slavely person.... = Treat Kris nice like feed her with some food! Ugh. It's like you give me then I'll return. You don't favour someone else and expect me to do the person's job. Furthermore when you know how can't be bothered the person is with you. Don't put his job scope into mine and expect me to pacify you... Why should I?! I never get any good. I've given more than I receive. (Really not the kind that think I give a little, I feel stingy = I feel like I gave a lot. But I really did contribute a lot. All not seen that's all. Ugh) NTUMUN, the love. Adios Tuesday, February 02, 2010
Baby - Justin Bieber! You know you love me I know you care And I would never, not be there You are my love You are my heart And we would never, ever, ever be apart Are we an item? Girl quit playin' We're just friends, What are you sayin' Take another look right in my eyes My first love, touch my heart for the first time And now I'm like Baby, baby, baby noo I'm like Baby, baby, baby noo I'm like Baby, baby, baby noo I thought you'd always be mine (mine) Baby, baby, baby noo I'm like Baby, baby, baby noo I'm like Baby, baby, baby noo I thought you'd always be mine For you, I would have done whatever And ya stick it with me when we're together And I'm gonn' play it cool While I'm losin you I'll buy you anything I'll buy you any ring Cause I'm in pieces Baby fix me Come see if you wake me from this bad dream* I'm goin down, down, down Baby, baby, baby noo I'm like Baby, baby, baby noo I'm like Baby, baby, baby noo I thought you'd always be mine (mine) Baby, baby, baby noo I'm like Baby, baby, baby noo I'm like Baby, baby, baby ohh I thought you'd always be mine You can give me all of your love Once a time it wont be enough Nobody told me this day would come Now I'm all gone You can give me all of your love Once a time it wont be enough Nobody told me this day would come I wa- I was like Baby, baby, baby noo I'm like Baby, baby, baby noo I'm like Baby, baby, baby noo I thought you'd always be mine (mine) Yeahh, yeah, yeah Yeahh, yeah, yeah Yeahh, yeah, yeah Yeahh, yeah, yeah Yeahh, yeah, yeah Now I'm all gone, gone, gone, gone I'm gonee Monday, February 01, 2010
CSI  Competition 2009 :D This yr's Guy's Team! FTW! Girls team! 2010. From left is MC, PS(our captain), Kris and JJ! (sadly our juniors aren't in this pic! They're like some dam chio juniors :D) Before I go down to the unhappy stuff, tell you guys more bout my TT team in NJC. Today played basketball with some of the guys, one junior, Chen Hong, Zhong Xi and Ah Shan, JJ. Loved it soooo much, (sorry even if I left SSP for so long alr, I always think of the place and the life there whenever I have fun with the entire team! Like guys included. Because I don't know why there is always this bridge between guys and girls in the mainstream schools. I love the feeling of unity.) Why is it that no one believes in platonic friendships anymore? Okay, here comes the Complain and really Frustrating part of my life. (Be slightly prepared hahah!) FUCK Everyday at home have no peace at all. In the car have no peace too. Go wherever that has my Mom and Dad = Peace-less. (And thx, my Grandma has to have her share in it as well) I just want to be out of the house till late, just like my brother. Unfair. Wlao, I don't know why am I so restless these few days but seriously dam friggin' irritated by some fucking attitude they show each other. Please respect each other so that I can show you guys some respect. Every fucking moment have to shout. (maybe you guys aren't shouting but please talk with less crude language and stuff. Wahhhhh, really CSI!) Bodyache = backache, ankle pain. Thighs muscle ache. So tired and still need to entertain all the nonsense. School work lagging and don't know where to start from. Alright I should stop ranting! Oh and family and I went to see see look look and got a NEW sofa for the living room. Giggles, I kinda like it and the fact that I have a bigger space to nua and watch TV now! LOVE Ciao (the more you complain, the lesser you'll feel better.) So Kris just join the fun and start hurling your vulgarities or else there will be no place left for you to exist. Fucktards. Ciao for real! |
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