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 Kristine
Holds the key to her future, is that the key to truth? wongmlk@hotmail.com Shall take ourselves to a level higher. Just because we can. We shall always be happy and do whatever we want so that we would leave this world with no regrets. This is our life to live and we should answer to no one else but ourselves. We owe our lives to no one. To speak about freedom, but not being sure if we can achieve that. But we try. I never mentioned how we should all take risks, but only calculated ones. Never do something that your conscience can't live by, you don't want to face sleepless nights. The pursuit of happiness might not be with anyone else. The pursuit of happiness can be attained by walking the road alone. There are reasons why you remain alone, but many don't understand why you choose to be alone - they can't see why you're perfectly lonely.
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Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Shoutout to The World Yo kids, HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO HUIMIN :D sorry these late wishes! Apparently the pics just got onto FaceBook, I had to rip them off to place lovely them in my blog!   The closer batch of girls! (Once again, I feel like the reasons on why I left wasn't really justified. Awesomelyz great bunch ! ) Me and Shan Shan! So rare right, one proper picture with Shan is like can wait a thousand years till my flesh rot into my bones... Err Cool, the guys and the girls of our batch! Except for the other guy Nathaniel. The one that never seemed to fit in. Maybe its supposed to be even numbers after all!  Finally, my favourite picture of the day! I love this "threesome" picture! Super nostalgia (ugh, after typing this, I think of Cher asking me to move on, get over and carry on with life!) But nostalgia, how come I always feel like the life before the life I am having now is way better?! Owells, guess I'm heading off to swim tmr :D Ugh, haven't done any work today and it's late (but I just don't care, oops)! Time will soon run out and we'll see ourselves trying non-stop to catch up with what's ahead! Never mind, I think I still have the leeway to relax. (My fishy is looking hungry... It's swimming around hungrily! But I'm way too lazy to be feeding it because it only devours the red pellets in the dry food mixture, but I have the mixed one... Means that I have to separate them before I feed it to them. If not the green ones that they don't eat will start to cloud the water!) DAMN. Oh and I wanted to say how Big Mac rocks and then puts me in debt, I owe Vanessa kaching for my Big Macs. D: Okie, I shall be a lil fishy and just keep swimming, just keep swimming... till I reach the goggles which reads: P. Sherman 42 Wallaby Way Sydney (smth like that if I'm not wrong!) Things off my chest, I feel much better :) But then again, I doubt everything. Shall never do things I don't like and shall never force myself to do things that won't turn out beneficial for me. Shall be as strong-minded as I have always been. So Crazily addicted to John Mayer and his brilliant song lyrics. Call me a sucker for great lyrics and music. Friends, lovers, or nothing We can really only ever be one Friends, lovers, or nothing Don't you know We'll never be the in-between So give it up No, we'll never the in-between So give it up Anything other than yes is no Anything other than stay is go Anything less than I love you is lying Excerpt from Friends, Lovers or Nothing - John Mayer NIGHTS :D Ciao. Monday, April 26, 2010
Own Time Own Pace Wait a min, isn't there more to life than what I am experiencing now? I want to pon all the classes and then still get A... Wait, but that doesn't happen right! hurhur, sorry I was just whining. Am heading off to bed in a while's time... So many things unsolved. So many things unsaid. So many things put aside. So many things that I'm upset about... Yet so many things I'm happy and satisfied with, now, wait, so which ones overrules the other? That's for me to decide! Anyways, time to change the water of my fishys, lest I want them to suffocate and get their gills clogged up with their own shit! She's had enough, so....... Ciao :D Sunday, April 18, 2010
What's Your Sign? Wanted to find nice pictures. Then I found this cute little one! Fingers are happy being together, just like my index and middle fingers .... -.- but hey, it's cute alright.  I know I shouldn't be wasting my time online doing nothing. But I'm having a really bad flu and headache ): Boo, I don't like it, no one likes it. Anyways, I am a fickle-minded to the max person and it is eating the shit out of me. I don't want to put in effort and I want to rip the benefits. How can anyone stand me? Please tell Kris that she is a leech, and she is actually detrimental to the people around her. She wants everything in life. She wants perfection = impossible. She's trying to change, but Kristine is like that. I mean, that's the core of me, if I change the core of me... Kris wouldn't be Kris anymore right. I think I am a little toned down now, not having much fun, not a very fun person myself now. I'm just tired. I don't have enough time for the world and time waits for no man but I'm a woman, please wait for me........ ): Ah, then me found another nice picture. Cool eh :D I don't know what I should be blogging about after all, it's not a very private life up here. I just wanna keep everything low profile and then just be happy whenever I can. Life's really just too demanding and everything I do now isn't what I really want to do. But I guess I can only think that what I am doing now would bring me what I want in the future. Kris, all the best. Why is it that I can only engage with you when we're side by side. Don't change me. Accept me. Kris signs off thinking how she's done so much things that aren't really what she would do. And change.... scares her, she doesn't want to and don't think there is a need to. Ciao Sunday, April 11, 2010
Have You Ever? Have you ever felt this way? Pink - Glitter In The Air Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands? Close your eyes and trust it, just trust it Have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air? Have you ever looked fear in the face And said I just don't care? It's only half past the point of no return The tip of the iceberg, the sun before the burn The thunder before lightning, the breath before the phrase Have you ever felt this way? Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone? Your whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not alone Have you ever been touched so gently you had to cry? Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside? It's only half past the point of oblivion The hourglass on the table, the walk before the run The breath before the kiss and the fear before the flames Have you ever felt this way? La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la There you are, sitting in the garden Clutching my coffee, calling me sugar You called me sugar Have you ever wished for an endless night? Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight Have you ever held your breath and asked yourself Will it ever get better than tonight? Tonight I haven't and maybe I won't get to feel it that way you want me to. Wednesday, April 07, 2010
Ingredients to My Cookbook I want to return to the Kris I knew. I was contemplating if I should actually be blogging now. The competitions are tomorrow and I kinda think I should be either sleeping, doing my work or cranking my mind on some other stuffs than what I should be blogging about. Tomorrow's match.... Should I even mention about it? Didn't I say, "Think so much for what! Just close eyes and chiong luhhhh!" So I guess that's what I am gonna do! Then if I bang into a wall or something, I shall open my eyes, rub my forehead, alter my course of direction, then close eyes to chiong all over again! Isn't that a cool thing to be doing?! Please justify my thoughts. These few days were really grueling. I felt like I needed to be alone. Alone so that I can just stone and keep my brain empty for an hour or two. Somehow I can't and didn't seem to get much of my alone time. All used up in sleeping and eating and engaging in superficial talk. Why! I don't see much a point in life to be living this way. I acknowledge how whiney I was the past few days, but for god's sake, spare me the agony of nagging back at me and just let me whine... Whine till my guts actually spill out. Never mind, all the nonsense talk up there... Work, yes I am lagging behind Table tennis, yes I'm not at my very best Brain, it's rather packed with thoughts but they aren't flowing so they don't get processed. I feel so distant from the people around me actually. I really don't want to engage in superficial talk anymore, either I make a point or I shut my mouth. But somehow I think that will not be possible, for I am someone superficial. Am I not? Everyone thinks I'm a kid. Then I guess I should be one, so as to satiate them. Ugh, going round in circles and complaining about my life... Why don't I just live with it, smile, earn more money so I can spend if I want to and not cringe because I haven't enough in that wallet of mine?! Money, money, money I want to return to the Kris that I knew. The one where money mattered most. Table tennis mattered most. Studies mattered most. The one who could careless of what is happening around her and indulge herself in her own fantasies, build great sandcastles in her mind! The one who knew who she really is. The one who had the Guts to do things she never thought she could. The one who never did hesitate. Where's Kris? For now, Superficial Kris signs off, Ciao |
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