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 Kristine
Holds the key to her future, is that the key to truth? wongmlk@hotmail.com Shall take ourselves to a level higher. Just because we can. We shall always be happy and do whatever we want so that we would leave this world with no regrets. This is our life to live and we should answer to no one else but ourselves. We owe our lives to no one. To speak about freedom, but not being sure if we can achieve that. But we try. I never mentioned how we should all take risks, but only calculated ones. Never do something that your conscience can't live by, you don't want to face sleepless nights. The pursuit of happiness might not be with anyone else. The pursuit of happiness can be attained by walking the road alone. There are reasons why you remain alone, but many don't understand why you choose to be alone - they can't see why you're perfectly lonely. Archives
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Sunday, October 17, 2010
Choosing to be Alone Three Random Pictures for the day.  Still hung up on the muffin making day. Evolution! Owells just 3 egg yolks :D And someone said it looked like puke. (I should be doing history now...)  Random stuff, I was just testing my camera, but I guess there's nothing wrong to be placing it here luhhhh (I wouldn't mind staying up the whole night doing stuff. Sleep is overrated) Where I would totally be. Enjoying time and life and of course realization of myself.... Hopefully it happens there ... (I need to pack my table before I can start on anything) Owells, Aishahhhhhhhhh! :( Can't wait for nuts. There's this strong feeling in me to express my thoughts on why I would see myself moving out and staying alone when I reach age 21. (Maybe not so soon, I'd still have to see my financial capabilities!) Yikes. Financial burden! I have very low tolerance of people. I can't live with my family because of our differing views. This doesn't mean that I am constantly quarreling with them or anything like that. But it is more of how irritated I am of their way of thinking. I know I shouldn't be feeling that way, that is why I refrain from opening my mouth and actually voicing my thoughts. Because I don't want to them to be unhappy. I mean, why add the unnecessary stress to the household... right? I don't want and don't have the right to be imposing my thoughts on them! Why should I do that? I DO NOT HATE THEM, IN FACT I LOVE THEM SOOOO MUCH, I WOULDN'T DO ANYTHING TO HURT THEM.... BUT I AM INDEED NOT REALLY HAPPY. It is quite a good thing if you can keep your emotions in and vent them somewhere else. Hahaha, like complain to my friends or whoever that is willing to hear me out! And I need privacy. I don't like to be picked on. I dislike my mom coming into my room and asking my why my table is in a mess and commenting that if it's in a mess, how are you able to study... Or if I have my songs playing in the background, there is nagging again on how am I able to concentrate with my studies. I don't know how I am able to... But that is how I function, can't it just be like that? Owells. You must be thinking, what nonsense is this all about, because these are all small and puny stuff that I shouldn't be considering. You'd be thinking like... What?! She wants to move out because of such stuff? Yea, I don't really know why there's this tremendous urge in me to move out, to somewhere I can find privacy. Did I say... My Dad had been warning me how foolish I am to think this way because, where else in the world beats having a family like the one I have now. Yea, yea. Yada. I totally understand... There's the laundry always done. There's the food that's always prepared for me. There's the human-human interaction and so I would never be lonely. But why am I not swayed by such persuasiveness? I don't know either. Family. I love you, guys. But I realise loneliness isn't something that I am considering now. Is it very heartbreaking if my parents know that I don't really wanna stay with them, in this family? I think it is. (I can hear my gramma's voice ringing in my head: Why must you make things so difficult for yourself...??) I don't know, it's not difficult to me. I kinda like the way I hope things would be. Never thought of distancing myself from the family. Never will have those thoughts (: Owells, all I've written, are just thoughts. Thoughts which I have learnt to keep well within myself and not hurt anyone. And I guess till that day, they will still remain as thoughts. Pure thoughts. Hello History, my lovely ICJ, here I come. Goodbye :D |
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This city's made us Crazy
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