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 Kristine
Holds the key to her future, is that the key to truth? wongmlk@hotmail.com Shall take ourselves to a level higher. Just because we can. We shall always be happy and do whatever we want so that we would leave this world with no regrets. This is our life to live and we should answer to no one else but ourselves. We owe our lives to no one. To speak about freedom, but not being sure if we can achieve that. But we try. I never mentioned how we should all take risks, but only calculated ones. Never do something that your conscience can't live by, you don't want to face sleepless nights. The pursuit of happiness might not be with anyone else. The pursuit of happiness can be attained by walking the road alone. There are reasons why you remain alone, but many don't understand why you choose to be alone - they can't see why you're perfectly lonely.
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Monday, September 12, 2011
Things to COMPLETE (today) Things that have been left untouched over the weekends because of my stupid illnesses..... HOW MUCH MEDICINE I HAVE IN MY ROOM NOW, INSANE! I'D MOST LIKELY END UP OVERDOSE AT THE END OF EVERYDAY. THE DROWSINESS, I COULD BARELY KEEP AWAKE OVER THE WEEKENDS! HOW WEAK! OKAY BACK HERE! THINGS TO COMPLETE TODAY:
TO BE FURTHER UPDATED Saturday, September 10, 2011
Home Sweat Home I should be... there But I'm not. Always asking if this is fair or not. Life's unfair, darling, live with it. Do we do everything just for returns? Don't we do things just to see how people are happy and feel happy ourselves? I don't like it how I might be biased. I don't like it I'm not doing it the right way... Held me by my hand through all these years and yet I don't know what to do about it. I don't know if I'm adding on misery or... Am I just, being apathetic towards the situation. How many years has passed, how deep those cuts were.......... Healed? Still fresh? Scars too ugly to forget? All these hurt where time is never enough. Never ever erased by time. Tell me what am I supposed to be doing. Tell me what is expected of me, then... wouldn't that be much easier for me? I find it so hard to tell myself that this is reaching a point of no return. I can't imagine it not being like how it is now. Where's the compromise people, compromise. But then again, seeing you in agony, should you continue to compromise? I don't want to continue being like a scout. I don't want to continue being a 2 headed person. Just know that I have as much love I have for both of you, given to you guys. What am I supposed to do? Make a choice? I'm tired, I don't want to make a choice, I want things to go back to how it were...... I seem to have forgotten how that feeling is supposed to be. ): I can't imagine the future... so divided. It's as impossible as getting back to where we were. Non-chalent. Non-chalent. You are. Where have you disappeared to? Lost in the chaos? Did you just fade away? I never hear you anymore. Did you just shut off? Was it responsible to shut off? Did you ever blame? Did you ever feel guilt? Did you ever... Wonder about what you could do and have done to salvage the situation. I really have forgotten the days that were all about smiles and yknw, fun. And laughter. And not awkwardness. Where have you been. You faded-person. I do really miss you. Betrayal comes as the biggest sin. Stay loyal, stay true. Stay on, with a clear mind. No one knows better than yourself, those who mean very much to you. Why hurt. Why hurt. Don't do it, what crossed your mind when you committed it? What made you do it? What kind of a decision was it? Muddleheaded one? Why? Why? Why? Never thought that impacts could be so far reached and devastating..... I don't know what you want. I hope I really knew. I hate to see you this way. I love you. I love both of you. Adios Kris Wednesday, September 07, 2011
Base Down Low Always... Songs make you feel better, they make you feel worse off All would have been better if I could have found you All bothered by what she says Am I Am I Am I Am I not practical enough? Am I supposed to live and leave it Am I warming up to people Am I taking this too serious Am I just questioning for the sake and fun of it Am I just too bothered by it Am I just being angsty Am I just being PMS-y Am I Am I Am I ??? All devoid of emotions Altruism All together Awesome So much of missing tonight, it becomes quite troubling Long nights without sleep Long nights just make you think Long nights are quiet Long nights influence you Long nights aren't meant for sleeping Adios Kris Saturday, September 03, 2011
This Might Sound Weird 
Sorry for the picture, somehow I can't seem to be able to satisfy this craving for Soba noodles, somehow I always fail to eat it... But I've bought it and the Sauce from Daiso today :D How great is that? And I'm pretty much addicted AGAIN to the Sotong Head at Old Chang Kee! :D Tsk, who ask NUS to have OCK! Oh another sorry for how stagnant this blog is. It's quite a challenge to keep it updated. A Friday night in hall. It always feels too good to be true. I don't know why I enjoy having Friday nights in hall. It always feels so carefree and lively? :D It's especially nice to spend the time alone in hall on Friday nights. Today was pretty much fascinating for me. Skipped the last (useless) lecture, had much sleep in the afternoon and...... Went over to Vivo for dinner (: White Dog Cafe... Hmm and now I'm wondering, why didn't I take pictures ??? Good was the burger that YW was eating but bad was the Seafood pasta I was eating. Good was the pint of Erdinger for only $5.5! Mushroom soup was rather pleasing too. Got myself a rug to place on the floor... Random: I still hate the layout of Vivo City, can't seem to know why it's so messy and hard to locate places there! Had Awfully Chocolate Icecream single scoop, gosh, haven't had that in ages ! :D And then came back to hall to Island Creamery, sponsored by SMU ! :D Gladly got an Island Creamery container! (Okay, easily contented me!)  I want my fat cute liddle white hamster now ! I can't stand it. I am disgusted with myself not having this cute liddle fat thing ! ): Craving for a hamster now ! I promise I will look after it with utmost care okay! There's this liddle something about Friday nights.  They tend to be a liddle more deep. Not as shallow as how I always am/ have been. It feels good to make a new friend that feels like a worthy friend. But then again, it's so scary how friends might have hurt you in the past. Haha, sounds like I need more than assurance. I guess, maybe... There wasn't hurt, just that it took me terribly long to let go. I guess it's just cuz I didn't have anyone by my side to somehow diffuse the entire situation/ feelings. I guess I've let go already, life moves on, as always, it will...... :D It's so weird how friends mean so much more to me than relationships haha, maybe cuz none turned out well, I seem to have given up on it. :D Then again, I don't think I have the time for it at all. I'm so contented (maybe it's just cuz I am easily contented... ! ) with life now in Uni, I wonder why was I suffering badly for 2 years in NJC. I should have somehow made it into Uni 2 years earlier (which was pretty much impossible) Hahaha! Friends, they make you happy, they make you cry. Dear, do choose them wisely. Friends, they might just be what I'm living for (: It's quite amazing having them around ! Adios Krisypu |
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This city's made us Crazy
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