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Everybody's gonna have a good time
Don't mention no stress right here

Kristine
Holds the key to her future, is that the key to truth?
wongmlk@hotmail.com


Shall take ourselves to a level higher. Just because we can. We shall always be happy and do whatever we want so that we would leave this world with no regrets. This is our life to live and we should answer to no one else but ourselves. We owe our lives to no one.

To speak about freedom, but not being sure if we can achieve that. But we try. I never mentioned how we should all take risks, but only calculated ones. Never do something that your conscience can't live by, you don't want to face sleepless nights.

The pursuit of happiness might not be with anyone else. The pursuit of happiness can be attained by walking the road alone. There are reasons why you remain alone, but many don't understand why you choose to be alone - they can't see why you're perfectly lonely.



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Credits
©Glamouresque.
Saturday, September 10, 2011
Home Sweat Home

I should be... there

But I'm not. Always asking if this is fair or not. Life's unfair, darling, live with it.

Do we do everything just for returns?
Don't we do things just to see how people are happy and feel happy ourselves?
I don't like it how I might be biased.

I don't like it I'm not doing it the right way...

Held me by my hand through all these years and yet I don't know what to do about it. I don't know if I'm adding on misery or... Am I just, being apathetic towards the situation. How many years has passed, how deep those cuts were.......... Healed? Still fresh? Scars too ugly to forget? All these hurt where time is never enough. Never ever erased by time.

Tell me what am I supposed to be doing. Tell me what is expected of me, then... wouldn't that be much easier for me?
I find it so hard to tell myself that this is reaching a point of no return.
I can't imagine it not being like how it is now.
Where's the compromise people, compromise. But then again, seeing you in agony, should you continue to compromise? I don't want to continue being like a scout. I don't want to continue being a 2 headed person. Just know that I have as much love I have for both of you, given to you guys. What am I supposed to do? Make a choice?

I'm tired, I don't want to make a choice, I want things to go back to how it were...... I seem to have forgotten how that feeling is supposed to be. ):
I can't imagine the future... so divided. It's as impossible as getting back to where we were.

Non-chalent. Non-chalent. You are. Where have you disappeared to?
Lost in the chaos? Did you just fade away? I never hear you anymore.

Did you just shut off? Was it responsible to shut off? Did you ever blame? Did you ever feel guilt? Did you ever... Wonder about what you could do and have done to salvage the situation. I really have forgotten the days that were all about smiles and yknw, fun. And laughter. And not awkwardness.

Where have you been.
You faded-person.
I do really miss you.




Betrayal comes as the biggest sin.
Stay loyal, stay true.
Stay on, with a clear mind.

No one knows better than yourself, those who mean very much to you. Why hurt. Why hurt. Don't do it, what crossed your mind when you committed it? What made you do it? What kind of a decision was it? Muddleheaded one? Why? Why? Why? Never thought that impacts could be so far reached and devastating.....


I don't know what you want.
I hope I really knew.
I hate to see you this way.
I love you.
I love both of you.







Adios
Kris
This city's made us Crazy
And we must get out